my SG friends, thank you for letting me be myself! 
made it past day 4, shattering all records. i'm really happy i made it this far! i didn't think i had any self-control over nicotine.
had some more "vivid" dreams sunday night. it was like "28 Days Later"- i just kept beating the shit out of this guy like a maniac. It started out where i was stuck in some college class. i couldn't really understand what was going on, and this one guy kept fucking with me. then I saw red, and went nutso.
new patch story:
last night was a wierd one too. i dreamed i got so fucked up off drinking and tree that i couldn't remember the apartment where i lived. i'm lost in my own apartment building, it was like a maze. i felt really intoxicated. i'd wake up and realize i was fine, and then fall back asleep and be right back there. so i finally make it into an apartment, and like twenty of my friends are there, and for some reason my parents have moved in with me. i'm freaking out cuz everybody's smoking big blunts and drinking and being loud and my parents are there sleeping. people are playing porn, fucking with my stereo, spilling bongs. then, i find a table filled with milk and cookies. my folks made them for us before they crashed. then my boss called from work (real life) and woke me up.
looking forward to seeing Capleton in philly this friday! if you don't know, Capleton's been around for a few years. he's from jamaica, part of the resurgence in "roots" stuff. he DJ's in a really energetic and fiery stylee-alee-alee. i've never been to the venue though- anyone heard of the Milcreek Community Center on Lancaster Ave?
made it past day 4, shattering all records. i'm really happy i made it this far! i didn't think i had any self-control over nicotine.
had some more "vivid" dreams sunday night. it was like "28 Days Later"- i just kept beating the shit out of this guy like a maniac. It started out where i was stuck in some college class. i couldn't really understand what was going on, and this one guy kept fucking with me. then I saw red, and went nutso.
new patch story:
last night was a wierd one too. i dreamed i got so fucked up off drinking and tree that i couldn't remember the apartment where i lived. i'm lost in my own apartment building, it was like a maze. i felt really intoxicated. i'd wake up and realize i was fine, and then fall back asleep and be right back there. so i finally make it into an apartment, and like twenty of my friends are there, and for some reason my parents have moved in with me. i'm freaking out cuz everybody's smoking big blunts and drinking and being loud and my parents are there sleeping. people are playing porn, fucking with my stereo, spilling bongs. then, i find a table filled with milk and cookies. my folks made them for us before they crashed. then my boss called from work (real life) and woke me up.
looking forward to seeing Capleton in philly this friday! if you don't know, Capleton's been around for a few years. he's from jamaica, part of the resurgence in "roots" stuff. he DJ's in a really energetic and fiery stylee-alee-alee. i've never been to the venue though- anyone heard of the Milcreek Community Center on Lancaster Ave?
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Sorry it was such a cruddy day. Keep working hard. Kisses Pat.