oldpunkbastard

So I'm feeling much better now. I turned back from the bright lights to live another day. I'm sure you all care. I've been pretty negative lately and it's driving everyone I know crazy. I don't know how to shake it. I'm depressed, tired, grouchy and super sarcastic. Too much responsibility, too fucking busy. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH . Well that didn't help either. I need something new. I feel trapped inside my self. Okay I'll shut up now. I don't mean to sound sorry for myself but this is my fucking journal and if I need to vent then so be it.

So on a lighter note, I'm ready a book called "Mole People" It is about the people who live in the underground tunnels of NY. It is so cool. This woman journalist became friends with several of these homeless people and they let her write this book about the way they live. I guess life could be worse for me huh? Anyway you should check out this book. You cannnot believe how deep those tunnels go and what the culture is like. Can you say Fried rat for dinner?