oldgreeneyes

okay. i'm a bit conflicted. i feel like an asshole after my last post. some would say i should have felt so a number of posts ago. others might say get over it and don't take yourself(myself) so damn seriously. whatever. i'm conflicted. maybe it's a result of growing up catholic. damn conscience! but, there it is.

so, I hate flakes in general. everyone can be one. perhaps everyone is one at some time or another. but, damn! it seems like everyone in my closer social circles are being flakes. and it sucks. no one (girls that is) has been giving me much the time of day and i'm really curious as to what my major fucking flaw is all of a sudden that's doing/causing it. i'm just perplexed.

i think i've been too negative, pissy or something lately and that maybe i'm not hiding it as well as i thought i was. it shows in other ways. makes me look older and scarier perhaps than i really am. or...i dunno...whatever.

ugh! I need a good ass kicking. Maybe I should go start a bar room brawl or start walking down more alleyways. any suggestions? any takers? learn me a lesson, will ya?

peace (otherwise)