oldgreeneyes

Fuck! I hate it when you spend 15 mins typing up an update and hit save only to have your screen come up with "Cannot find server" and find you've just wasted your time.

Blasted!

I'm tired and hung over today. And humbled.

The communist party over at some friends' house last night was great. They made a vodka luge out of a huge block of ice based on my engineering brilliance. And I'm NOT an engineer. I just get good ideas once in a while. In between some of the really bad ones that seem to happen most often.

Anyway, I found a cool Chinese cap with a red star on it and wore it along with some clothes to match and I looked like one of Mao Zedong's peeps. Except that I'm Wonderbread, of course.

I drank a lot and had a great time doing so. Then I humiliated myself by trying to seduce a cute young lady visiting from the east side of the state. I thought I could slyly sneak her into a quiet room and make out with her, but when she figured out where I was leading her, she ran away! Ugh! It appeared to me as though I'd horrified her! Rejected and drunk I just left. I was at a loss for words or wit and just marched right down to Dick's and gorged on 3 Deluxes. I was so drunk, I don't even remember eating them.

Anyway. I feel like a sleazy bastard today. Should I or not? I dunno. I just wish I'd been able to have some closure. Like, "hey, I'm sorry. I was just drunk" or something. I mean she looked mortified and I feel so damn bad for her. I just don't think I'll ever get to see her again. But, maybe that's a good thing.