I'm in a phunk and it's not phun. I've been in this phunk and have been trying to get out of it for a while.
My apartment is so messy. Just like my life. Ugh.
I feel like I need to detox in some mental way. I've just let too much go and getting it back is tough as hell. I let things slide until I started to get into trouble. At home, at work. I need an attitude adjustment and a wake up call.
Where do I start? How do I get a clue?
By cleaning? Hmm. Perhaps. Perhaps.
My server here at home sucks! I've gotta reboot it too many times. Like every 10-15 mins. It doesn't matter how many people are on it. Just myself or the rest of the house of 18 that live above me. It just sucks.
Well. I just went to work and back and now I'm gonna nap and when I wake up, I'll have some breakfast. After that I'll clean my kitchen and then maybe organize some of my messy papers all over the place and vacuum the house. Then I'll go for a bike ride if it's not raining. Then I'll shower and see what's next.
All of this is subject to change. Hopefully. That's the point after all. For me to change my ways. Yeah.
peace be unto you. my peace I give you.

My apartment is so messy. Just like my life. Ugh.
I feel like I need to detox in some mental way. I've just let too much go and getting it back is tough as hell. I let things slide until I started to get into trouble. At home, at work. I need an attitude adjustment and a wake up call.
Where do I start? How do I get a clue?
By cleaning? Hmm. Perhaps. Perhaps.
My server here at home sucks! I've gotta reboot it too many times. Like every 10-15 mins. It doesn't matter how many people are on it. Just myself or the rest of the house of 18 that live above me. It just sucks.
Well. I just went to work and back and now I'm gonna nap and when I wake up, I'll have some breakfast. After that I'll clean my kitchen and then maybe organize some of my messy papers all over the place and vacuum the house. Then I'll go for a bike ride if it's not raining. Then I'll shower and see what's next.
All of this is subject to change. Hopefully. That's the point after all. For me to change my ways. Yeah.
peace be unto you. my peace I give you.

colette79:
One little thing at a time. When i'm feeling either over or underwhelmed w/ life, I just try to do one little thing at a time. Whether it's cleaning, or decision making, or whatever, I find I just have to tackle single things and then eventually, I get some momentum going and can handle more at a time. Maybe that's where you are right now, as well. Good luck getting it all sorted out, I know you will!
