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Thursday Jun 25, 2009

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wow, this death thing is sorta staying around. could have to do with the fact that my mom has lung cancer, and that I spent 3 hours last night working with a man who will soon have his throat removed due to cancer--and when his wife heard the news her words were "thank god! now you'll finally die and I can get out of this shit hole and get a life!" which is just wrong and a double wrong given that I've known this man for 30 years and know him to be a kindhearted mild mannered person (as his children have also told me--so I'm not thinking he's showing one face to me and another at home, which is too often the case) so anyhow, I ran across this poem, and it really struck me, so here it is, from a master of the word:

On Cremation of Chgyam Trungpa, Vidyadhara.

I noticed the grass, I noticed the hills, I noticed the highways,

I noticed the dirt road; I noticed the car rows in the parking lot
I noticed the ticket takers, noticed the cash and the checks and credit cards,
I noticed the buses, noticed mourners, I noticed their children in red dresses,
I noticed the entrance sign, noticed retreat houses, noticed blue and yellow flags
Noticed the devotees, their trucks and buses, guards in khaki uniforms,
I noticed the crowds, noticed misty skies, noticed the all pervading smiles and empty eyes
I noticed the pillows, coloured red and yellow, square pillows round and round
I noticed the Tori gate, passers-through bowing, a parade of men & women in formal dress
Noticed the procession, noticed the bagpipe, drums, horns, noticed high silk head crowns and saffron robes, noticed the three piece suits,
I noticed the palanquin, an umbrella, the stupa painted with jewels the Colours of the four directions
Amber for generosity, green for karmic works, I noticed the white for Buddha, red for the heart
Thirteen worlds on the stupa hat, noticed the bell handle and umbrella, the empty head of the white cement bell - Noticed the corpse to be set in the head of the bell
Noticed the monks chanting, horn plaint in our ears, smoke rising from astep the firebrick empty bells
Noticed the crowds quiet, noticed the Chilean poet, noticed a rainbow,
I noticed the guru was dead,
I noticed his teacher bare breasted watching the corpse burn in the stupa,
Noticed morning students sad cross legged before their books, chanting devotional mantras, Gesturing mysterious fingers, bells and brass thunderbolts in their hands,
I noticed flames rising above flags and wires and umbrellas and painted orange poles,
I noticed, I noticed the sky, noticed the sun, a rainbow around the sun, light misty clouds drifting over the sun
I noticed my own heart beating, breath passing through my nostrils
My feet walking, eyes seeing,
Ive noticed smoke above the corpse, Ive noticed fired monuments
I noticed the path downhill, Ive noticed the crowd moving toward the buses
I noticed food, lettuce salad, I noticed the teacher was absent,
I noticed my friends, Ive noticed our car, Ive noticed the blue Volvo,
Ive noticed a young boy hold my hand
Our key in the motel door, I noticed a dark room, I noticed a dream
And forgot, noticed oranges lemons and caviar at breakfast,
I noticed the highway, sleepiness, homework thoughts, the boys nippled chest in the breeze
As the car rolled down hillsides past green woods to the water.
I noticed the sea, I noticed the music - I wanted to dance.

Allen Ginsberg; On the Cremation of Chogyam Trungpa Vidyadhara (1987)
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ninadelamorte:
Yes, I'm strictly a plant eater but I can work with that.

Thanks so much for posting it!

Recipes are always welcome.
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Jul 18, 2009
zippo:
That's good advice, most people think they can get away with hydrating the day of. Fortunately, I'm great about hydrating, and drink a ton of water every day. A few days before the race I switch between water bottles and gatorade or Heed.
Jul 19, 2009

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