olddognewtricks

I realize that I am one of those few motherfuckers in this planet that is destined to be alone for the rest of my life. I don't go for most chicks that show an interest in me, like the nightlife, but want a girlfriend. I am not the cheating type, rather the doting, loving type of guy that would rather stay in and watch a movie, despite the fact that I DJ and know a lot of people in the scene because of that. God damn it. I hate feeling this way. That and I am listening to I follow you into the dark. I don't think it is helping, but it sure isn't hurting, because I have always felt this way. Its a cautious optimism mixed with a realism. Yup.