Life, or something like it..
aka the most fucked up part of my life, period.
Things have reached a motherfucking breaking point. My parents, after all these years are gettind divorced. My mother is moving out July 1st, leaving my father with 1500 dollars of monthly mortgage, 300 dollar car payment, not to mention countless other shit in bills. Worst thing of all is, he got laid off a few weeks ago and is still looking for a job. I can't possibly afford to move out or even help him pay that many bills. I had plans of moving down to the eastside of Milwaukee, but now I will probably stuck here whether I want to be or not. I am still stuck on bullshit pay at American TV. In times like these, I wish I was dead, and am as sad as I can be. I don't want to drink to make myself "feel better" or to forget the problems in front of me, but right now it feels like my entire world is collapsing. Damn you, anxiety, you're a bitter pill to swallow.
aka the most fucked up part of my life, period.
Things have reached a motherfucking breaking point. My parents, after all these years are gettind divorced. My mother is moving out July 1st, leaving my father with 1500 dollars of monthly mortgage, 300 dollar car payment, not to mention countless other shit in bills. Worst thing of all is, he got laid off a few weeks ago and is still looking for a job. I can't possibly afford to move out or even help him pay that many bills. I had plans of moving down to the eastside of Milwaukee, but now I will probably stuck here whether I want to be or not. I am still stuck on bullshit pay at American TV. In times like these, I wish I was dead, and am as sad as I can be. I don't want to drink to make myself "feel better" or to forget the problems in front of me, but right now it feels like my entire world is collapsing. Damn you, anxiety, you're a bitter pill to swallow.
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popalina:
thanks for the friendship my friend.kisses,this with your daddy is sucks i wish you and him good luck
taegan:
Hey, darling...I know this is rough for you, but you can get through all of this. Right now is when your father needs your support. I understand the monetary part of it all, but he probably isn't expecting you to help with that. You are a good son for any consideration though. Just be there for him! I hope you feel better soon. 