olddognewtricks

Lying awake in bed at 3 in the afternoon, the sun tickles my skin like the radiance and ambiance of citrus squeezed from your eyes, comforting me with glow and warmth. I don't long for a savior, I long to love you, to be loved, to take this chance and not be saved, all cares set aside, only holding your hand until wrapped up in the context of what confuses us both. Until the truth becomes a lie, until you change, until we all deny, will I not be set free, henceforth my heart belongs in this cage constructed by my own damned thoughts. I don't need drugs, they need me. I am falling for you like a diver without a parachute. Look out love, heres comes the ground. Together we crash.