This has been quite the week. Work was a mess .. my apartment is still full of boxes since I haven't unpacked anything. I just bought 3o0 dollars worth of shit for my place .. towels, dishes, shoe racks, blah blah blah. But all I want to do is just chill and hang out with someone that's not married. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends, but I'm always the single one. AND I HATE IT!
One of my besties is single but he's always hooking up with these girls so most of the time I'm left hangin. But I have this problem .. I'm really cold to someone who wants to get close to me, especially if I don't see myself with them for a long time and I end up pushing them away. I mean, I'm not looking for someone to settle down with immediately, I just want to share my time with someone who wants to share theirs with me. And honestly, for the last 3 years I've only been able to meet guys and Im really hoping to find a girl around here. All the chicks I hooked up with in Italy were just trying to get attention or WAYY too much to deal with
Sorry for the ramble .. I guess moving is just a lot for me to deal with
Kisses loves!