oki

soooooooooooo. i have'nt been here alot latley. i have spent the past 3 days between the emergency room and several doctors visits. i have reached my breaking point as far as my pain threshold is concerned. i took my mum with me to the dr. appts today and we acually got somewhere. i had a physical therapy evaluation and then went to my orthopedist. thank god they are in the same building. i now have an actual plan of action to help stabilize my pain and maybe start getting back to normal. there is a chance i won't get better but i'm trying to just focus on the positive and and mentally prepare myself for the next couple months of treatment. don't ask me what i got 'cuz there is not a clear diagnosis and the word the doctor used is entirely to long for me to spell. i like to call it "the pain".


anyway i have missed you all. oh i am moving to a real house in a few months on about an acre and a half of land. i will tell you more about that later. it makes me happy. i have always wanted some land



p.s at the ER they gave me a shot in my ass