Peru.
Something inside me is breaking. Oh dear, I don't know what is wrong, I was doing so well for so long and now boom the cloud comes back. Is it depression if you don't feel sad? I just feel intense but not in a good way. Sometimes I feel like my entire body is made of screams.
Do you want to dance? Who wants to dance? I don't want to dance?
I have served 3 of my 6 weeks off the booze. I feel strange being in a pub and not being drunk. It makes the night seem a lot longer. It was really funny the other night; my friends and I were sat in the pub and my mate Ryan was home from Kent where his job is making sure all the train are working correctly. He was telling us horror stories about people committing suicide on the tracks. This is hilarious to him but everyone is laughing out of slight shock by what he is saying. This girl comes over to lift the glasses from our table and as she does the conversation is "Well we have to pick up the body and put it into bags." I believe she nearly dropped all the glasses in her hands.
I have a slightly odd collection of friends.
Ask me a question, anything at all, I will promise you an answer!
All my love forever and ever.
Oisin.
Something inside me is breaking. Oh dear, I don't know what is wrong, I was doing so well for so long and now boom the cloud comes back. Is it depression if you don't feel sad? I just feel intense but not in a good way. Sometimes I feel like my entire body is made of screams.
Do you want to dance? Who wants to dance? I don't want to dance?
I have served 3 of my 6 weeks off the booze. I feel strange being in a pub and not being drunk. It makes the night seem a lot longer. It was really funny the other night; my friends and I were sat in the pub and my mate Ryan was home from Kent where his job is making sure all the train are working correctly. He was telling us horror stories about people committing suicide on the tracks. This is hilarious to him but everyone is laughing out of slight shock by what he is saying. This girl comes over to lift the glasses from our table and as she does the conversation is "Well we have to pick up the body and put it into bags." I believe she nearly dropped all the glasses in her hands.
I have a slightly odd collection of friends.
Ask me a question, anything at all, I will promise you an answer!
All my love forever and ever.
Oisin.
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Yeah depression doesn't necessarily mean feeling sad, it has a lot of heads, I really hope ur ok!
I shall return with a question but be warned, it'll probably be explicit!
I suppose its not actually phrased as a question per say, but I still think it counts.