oirin

The good comes with the bad..

its friday night and im packing my stuff to move house, i gave my puppy up yesterday and it destroyed what little heart i have left for this world.

seems i cant even look after myself half the time, i dont care i enjoy what life i have, its my bday soon, and im scared of it, i dont want people to know or friends its my bday, cause its the down hill trail to 30, but its leaving the 25 port that acares me, i mean i wonder if ill meet that one person im looking for before i find the mainland of 30 hmmm....hope so

i look on this site and see so many wonderfull full hearted people, with warn caring souls...dont see that much in the world today, but then again its not much of a world at the best of times.

just whatched Lapulta - castle in the sky, beautifull movie, touching and sad, makes me feel warm inside, but sad to see that world doesnt exist, only in our imagination....

i love looking at the sky at the clouds and the stars, seeing whats out there, never knowing whats real and whats not, its all just big open space, would love to live in the country, away from the city lighs, away from the city everything.

anyway thats enough out of me, night little world of lapulta, see you in my dreams.