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Enough of that. I'm putting my foot down and will not tolerate any more. I am under no obligation to and so I will not.
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fearthereaper:
Are you back from Iraq?
fearthereaper:
Great.

Try not to go back.
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I will not cry. But I desperately want to get drunk. I wish I had some girlfriends who I could sit around in pjs and get drunk with. They would tell me I did the right thing as they handed me the mint chocolate chip ice cream and then when all the ice cream was gone we would laugh at him and me and the...
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satsujin:
=[ i heart you. was it the boy I met before you left? =[

are you back in town? lunch maybe?

-a
satsujin:
augh. big internet hugs. we can lie to each other but our relationship mishaps. /)_(\ disasters.

i'm sort of glad i'm back too. XD
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flimsy:
I hope you feel better soon, please send me a message if you need to vent! **hug**
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Update: Still not dead.

Christmas is over, thank baby Jesus. My life is getting sort of hard and complicated so send me clarity vibes because I am at a complete loss as to what to do. Nonetheless, I'm feeling really good about where I am finanically. I'm investing, saving and I've damn near paid off my car. I'm just having a hard time getting my...
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ridley:
Sending the vibes your way.
eventide:
surviving christmas is the hard part. . . really..... its almost over and then things can improve. and they will. there will be more light. your mind will become clearer, ., all by itself. finances are less important than you think. you ll find a way. step by step you can get all the things you want. ive been quite rich. and ive been quite poor (mostly the latter). theres not as much difference between them as most people think. i know it sounds like a dumb cliche but its in the heart that counts.

e.g.

im preparing a month-long training program now. its a huge job: its dance classes, but also lectures on things like video chip architecture. its also electronics and zen meditation. see its an amazing workshop, it integrates a lot of things. it will be extremely dense and highly structured. now heres the thing.: theres only one student coming! . someone ive never met. just a grad student from england. i call her student X. because my philosophy is that if i do this thing right, , , , it must be universal. it must appeal to the basic things in human nature. because the things that good teaching and learning are based on are universal: things like discipine. focus. master/disciple relationship. respect. patience. not mixing work and play. basic things.

ive never done this before. oh ive taught a lot. just never like this!!! never with this integrated approach. never with an entire syllabus. im pretty excited about it. also scared. its actually a huge challenge. i know it is. especially alone.

so ill earn very little. but maybe i will earn... self confidence. self respect. maybe ill learn myself.

the one we spoke about last time.,
she wasnt my X. my x and i get along great. She was my obsession. call her my "o". see, i have an x and an o. now i can play tick tack toe! i never see either of them. i never see anyone.
(i try to write her something at least every six months, o, but sometimes i chicken out. you never know. you have to do what you can in this life)
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For those who care, I'm not dead or maimed or sick or anything else shitty like that. I just don't have much access to the internets. So sorry. Be back soon. Promise. Promise on the be back part. Not the soon part.
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lunale:
glad to see you're fine,stay safe and give news when you can!
code_red:
<---- this guy cares. Get back safe, my telephone needs a-fixin' wink
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I'm on my way back today. I'm not happy about it. It was hard seeing my Dad cry. I did have fun though.

[X] Sex
[X] Publix sub binging
[ ] Mani/pedi getting
[X] Sex
[ ] Crotchtal waxing
[X] Shoe shopping
[X] College scouting
[X] Fool acting
[X] Sex
[X] Food cooking
[ ] Bubble blowing
[X] Cuban sammich eating
[ ] Sanguine

I...
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flimsy:
Thanks for the birthday wish! Swanky hotels rock my socks.
Keep in touch, I'm thinking about you as you are headed back.
lunale:
Hope you'll be fine, it seems you had a good time coing home...
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For context, read the previous blog entry.

Nana's set, "Nanohana" has created somewhat of a chasm between the conservative and liberal SG parties. The SG-publicans have won this battle: the set and Nana herself have been removed. However the Demo-SG's still seem to find fault in the decision. I, as with all politics, am moderate.

I believe SG's initial reaction was correct. They issued...
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code_red:
I don't think I would write another either. Thanks for the support.
throttlebitch:
Thanks! biggrin
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Nana's new set "Nanohana" has become the topic of great debate since its debut yesterday. As far as I can see, the reaction has been overwhelmingly positive, like it is for all sets (even the unincredible ones). However those whose reactions have been negative have been vehemently so.

As much as I love SG, I've been losing interest in the sets and spending more...
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perfectequation:
I missed the set.

I guess that is yet another reason why I haven't looked at sets in MONTHS.
praytomypistol:
I feel where your coming from. I really myself dont see it as anything but shock. Oh well. Yeah rape is somthing that hits home for me. Nothing like finding someone very dear too, in a car about yoo kill them self after it happen. Its a good thing i'm a quick thinker and fast talker. It still one of the things I dont ever like too think about, and ive seen some fucked up shit. One of the few things i will not forgive myself for not being too protect that person. Even know I couldnt have stop it see. Oh well. So no i dont find the set that " Super".

But then again, the I-net is nothing more then a play ground for most people too be what ever and say what ever. Alot of the "darker" ideas people have in there head, before the Inet had too be kept there, for fear of being looked at. So even if other people felt the same way you did, not like there was anyway of knowing. But now with the I-net we can safely most of the time, Let our thoughts run free and do and be what ever. And send a calling card too other people like us. And now there not just geting looked down on, But people our looking up at them. So in a case like this the good and bad will just add fuel too this persons fire and I fig try too out do them selfs next time. Also with no real life back lash what is there really too stop a person?

The set and everyone views our nothing new. I mean how can anyone who uses the I-net or even come too a site like this really be that suprized at any of this. Hell i thought it was cool too go out of my way too make jokes of anything other people where really hurt by or what not. When I was 16 that is. Anyway too each his own. Everyone has the right too be what ever. Most of the time at the cost of someone else.

On a side note. Most of my time on the I-net is spent on " LOLcats.com" Now that was
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Obie kaybie, guys. I need ideas of stuff to do when I get to come back to the Florida on leave.

[ ] Sex
[ ] Publix sub binging
[ ] Mani/pedi getting
[ ] Sex
[ ] Crotchtal waxing
[ ] Shoe shopping
[ ] College scouting
[ ] Fool acting
[ ] Sex
[ ] Food cooking
[ ] Bubble blowing
[ ]...
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kardez13:
haha.
i'd like to Par-take in some of those events.

shocked tongue biggrin
emotedcreations:
In six months or so...
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Bye everybody!!!

Be good boys and girls while I'm gone!


tongue
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suri:
you will come back right?

i am pleased to find out that we are the same size, so its easyer to imagine your weight on top of me blush
eventide:
hey, thanks for your comment. its strange for me to think that anyone might actually be reading the things i write.
i did the cows for a neighbor who needs it for an installation. maybe ill upload a cow for you to hear.
ps. be well, come back safe.
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zarth:
Possibly. The logistics might be kind of difficult, though.
tinyhobo:
Hey thanks for the testimonial.
We should talk sometime, I think you are one of the best people on the site, as I comment stalk you a bit.
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I'm going out in a few hours. Maybe today will be the big day.










SPOILERS! (Click to view)
Edit: No kablooey. Sad... Better luck next go 'round. *shrug*

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badsun2:
they say there's a place called Valhalla for folks who think that way. Don't think about Kablooey as a bad thing. Try to think of it as a starter pistol that means you get a chance to try n nail some of those fuckers who do this to you and yours.
ilektra:
I think you may have just made my week biggrin