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The past few weeks have been rough. I'm not gonna lie. Ever since I saw my mom go into the hospital again, I've been seriously bummed, and it's been distracting me at work, at home, at everything. I feel like I can't function anymore. Every morning I just want to say in bed, and in the case of Sunday, that was pretty much the case. I know it's not healthy, and I've been trying to not be this way, but it is hard.

The past couple days I suppose I've been better. I've been less distracted at work, and I feel like I'm actually getting stuff done.

I still feel like I'm putting up a front though. Like the me I'm projecting is just a mask for the person underneath.

...UGH. Now that THAT'S out of the way.

There's been a song I've been slightly obsessed with as of late. It actually puts me in a really good mood. I think music should make you feel better, so I really appreciate this song.



In slightly more amusing news, I shaved. My beard, while my preferred mode of facial decoration was starting to irritate me so I shaved it all off, clean-shaven like. So why did my friend come into my job yesterday telling me I was looking "lavender?"

(that allegedly means gay.)

UGH.

Do I really look gay? I don't see it, but I guess I give off that vibe, because I set off gaydar in some people. Might explain why I can't find a decent woman.







If any of you are curious, yeah, that's a Rocko's Modern Life shirt

Also, Notice the red spots on my nose and temples? I need new glasses. I'm starting to have an allergic reaction to the metal. BOOOOOOOO.

OK, end blog.