~This is why i push people away, when they get close
Early August day
Current mood: anxious
Yelling no in the darkness.
A mass on top of me.
Crying and dying inside.
Never again will I be so vulnerable.
The weight on my body being slowly lifted.
Day by day, the feeling of pressure is moved slightly.
Not much over the years has happened,
But I work on it daily.
I still cry for the loss of innocence that early August day.
Screaming internally for all that, I could have changed about it.
1-29-2005
~Belle
Currently watching:
The Sopranos - The Complete First Four Seasons
Release date: By 28 October, 2003
Early August day
Current mood: anxious
Yelling no in the darkness.
A mass on top of me.
Crying and dying inside.
Never again will I be so vulnerable.
The weight on my body being slowly lifted.
Day by day, the feeling of pressure is moved slightly.
Not much over the years has happened,
But I work on it daily.
I still cry for the loss of innocence that early August day.
Screaming internally for all that, I could have changed about it.
1-29-2005
~Belle
Currently watching:
The Sopranos - The Complete First Four Seasons
Release date: By 28 October, 2003
whatshisnuts:
Scary stuff. I was just thinking the other day that all of the girls that I have been with have gone through that (if I'm reading that right). I'm wishing you well. If you feel like talking or anything, just contact me. *Hugs*
Scary stuff. I was just thinking the other day that all of the girls that I have been with have gone through that (if I'm reading that right). I'm wishing you well. If you feel like talking or anything, just contact me. *Hugs*