What a mess her life had become!
Current mood: devious
Sitting alone in track pants and a wife beater, watching a movie that makes her laugh, cry, and evaluate her life. And then her mind wonders and starts to think of her friends. You know, those people youd anything for, and vice versa or at least thats how its supposed to be. Having made calls earlier in the evening and having none of those so called friends be kind enough to return them has sent her into an emotional tailspin. The one she especially wanted to call hadnt, and she knew he wouldnt. They hadnt spoken for more than 5 minutes in weeks. And now evaluating everything in her life she sees it for what it truly is, dreadful! No love life, working 70 plus hours a week, and friends that dont really care. What an utterly boring existence! Overweight, smoker, drinker, who curses like a sailor. God, she thought to herself, what a great personal add that would be! Really, if she were going to jot down all her flaws that would only be the beginning. Thinking of all this crap made her want to get dressed up, go to a bar drink till she was blotto, smoke packs of cigarettes, and talk to any guy who acted to least bit interested in what she had to say about the stars or life or the afterlife. That was the whole point though, what makes her the happiest is what annoys her most too. What irony! For now, shed just watch Bridgette Jones Diary in her jammies constantly looking at her phone to see what time she made the last call to any of her friends.
Currently reading:
Vamped : A Novel
By David Sosnowski
Release date: By 04 August, 2004
Current mood: devious
Sitting alone in track pants and a wife beater, watching a movie that makes her laugh, cry, and evaluate her life. And then her mind wonders and starts to think of her friends. You know, those people youd anything for, and vice versa or at least thats how its supposed to be. Having made calls earlier in the evening and having none of those so called friends be kind enough to return them has sent her into an emotional tailspin. The one she especially wanted to call hadnt, and she knew he wouldnt. They hadnt spoken for more than 5 minutes in weeks. And now evaluating everything in her life she sees it for what it truly is, dreadful! No love life, working 70 plus hours a week, and friends that dont really care. What an utterly boring existence! Overweight, smoker, drinker, who curses like a sailor. God, she thought to herself, what a great personal add that would be! Really, if she were going to jot down all her flaws that would only be the beginning. Thinking of all this crap made her want to get dressed up, go to a bar drink till she was blotto, smoke packs of cigarettes, and talk to any guy who acted to least bit interested in what she had to say about the stars or life or the afterlife. That was the whole point though, what makes her the happiest is what annoys her most too. What irony! For now, shed just watch Bridgette Jones Diary in her jammies constantly looking at her phone to see what time she made the last call to any of her friends.
Currently reading:
Vamped : A Novel
By David Sosnowski
Release date: By 04 August, 2004
when do ya wanna hang out? you should come out to see legbone...im gonna be going to alot of their shows in december, come out & hang with me!!!