Sunday Jun 05, 2005

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being stuck in shitty situations is hell.
hrm. i dont know.
damnit.
thats all i have to say.
i walked out on my other job today.
so im left with my office job <3
i cant wait to work tomarrow!

love

<3
papaspank:
as long as you're happy at the work you're staying at, it's all good....girls from seven eleven stay up all night.

Friday Jun 03, 2005

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i feel like the little floating white bubble in the zoloft comercials. but i suppose id look more like this.. robot ...
im running on empty.
anxious.
irratable.
exhausted.

i think i have forgotten how old i am.

<3 shocked

Thursday Jun 02, 2005

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today i did the same thing as yesterday at work. and tomarrow i get to do double the work because i wont be in on sturday. but i really enjoy it.
i looked really cute today. i got lots of compliments. i wore my long white skirt and black knee highs with black strappy shoes my little black boat neck sweater and a brown tank...
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mah:
hi baby kiss

Thursday Jun 02, 2005

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havent really done much.
i love my new job. i get to dress up everyday and file shit.
im extremely tired though.
i think i may do two days a week at my other job. so thats 7 days a week of work.
WOW.
other than that. i dont know.
nerves are killing me.
<3 frown
papaspank:
working 7 days a week isn't bad. It's when you're working 7 days a week and are taking night school. That's when it starts to get tricky....I want a real job so I can dress up. it would be fun.

Monday May 30, 2005

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vivisect made a video and i LOVE it. awesome.
anyways.
i got my ring biggrin
it was my moms...they re-modified it. i love it. mine forever.
ive been stressed. sorry for the not so flattering posts.
i want to go do something. anything.
waiting for my friends to come online.
i want to get dressed up and parttty.
wooooh.
haha not party but sit there and...
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Sunday May 29, 2005

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livejournal was like theropy.
i could write whatever i wanted, say whatever i wanted. then i get rid of it. and everything builds up. i cant stand it. i need to write somewhere something with out the world seeing it. people go to the therapist to privately express feelings and problems.
i dont want to talk to anyone. i just want to type my ranting...
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Saturday May 28, 2005

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stress is eating away at me.
mad

Friday May 27, 2005

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todays stress was off the roof.
i had to come home and take medication.
my dog keeps bugging the shit out of me...the whole time i was setting up to do my tattoo she kept jumping at me...shes small but i swear when she jumps up she jumps to my hips. insane. and now she keeps nudging and pawing my arm. attention whore i tell...
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papaspank:
I hate touch ups. I feel like it's getting another tattoo but not really. And I'm like, damn. I chould be getting a different tattoo but I'm not. someone is just going over this one again. my star tat has been touched up once(ie. redone cuz the first person didn't know what they were doing) and my starfish is getting finished and touched up on wed. so it will be like four tattoos but only two to show for it. damn. at least it doesn't cost extra money...and for you it's easy enough since you're doing it yourself. lucky girl. and damn those attention mongers...crazy animal room mates...

Friday May 27, 2005

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what am i doing? hrm!
my puppy and i are just sitting here. im watching my brother clean the house. kinda mean but oh well.
its my day off, pretty eventful day so far. people SUCK.
waiting to go pick up my other brother from school, today is the seniors last day, gotta protect the little one you know.
<3
love
papaspank:
did ya tell him that he missed a spot?
vivid:
ok get ready for the worst customer ever story .. its graphic. not really but oh well .. ^.~*


Once I was ringing up someone for someone, and I had to help this guy. Large man, balding, wearing sweats that reeked. Bad skin, and a full on GLAZE all over him.
I finished ringing him up for his meal [I worked at a big fancy mongloian-buffet thing], and he leaned over and *gag* told me to {get my pussy hot and wet for him}.
oh yeah. he went there.

He grabbed his leftovers and fucking waddled out of there as fast as he could, leaving me wrechting.

careful of the creepies.

Thursday May 26, 2005

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i cant look at the stars in the sky anymore.
it kills me. frown
<3
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