ohelde

i feel like im going to fall downhill with everything.
im kinda nervous about my new job. something doesnt seem right. i dont know. i think i got that way before. when going in on my own job. but...i think ill be ok, i hope.
im not thrilled about going in today and telling everyone. i think im just going to walk in and get to the point. force them to listen to me and do it immediately.
stomach is turning almost.
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ps. i have bad anxiety. it gets the best of me.