ohelde

i thought i updated!
what the heck.
anyways. i didnt feel good last night.
havent been to my weekday classes in a week and a half
but i will go starting tomarrow.
i woke up, but i didnt want to get up, even though i was awake. but...yeah, i could have made it...the second time i woke up...gh.
but did i really want to? no.
gosh i got to have a better system here.
i want to pick up and move. just disappear.
anyone else?
actually i want to move out. -gh-
i just need a small space, like...a tiny walk in closet, just for me, my pillows, my computer, clothes and my puppy. we are quiet i swear!
and if my typing is too loud ill try to stop going so fast, and if baby doll gets mad that im not paying attention to her for a second, i swear ill give her attention.
and im trying to quit smoking...so i wont do that much.

<3