ohelde

my car is doing better, im beginning to get use to the sqeaky front end. since friday time has been flying by. hours are like minutes, even driving out to the furthest point i go seemed to go by so fast.
back to my car though, im afraid its going to start smoking, or break down even. i see smoke from my cigarette and get nervous, constantly checking the dashboard to make sure its not coming from there. i dont think thats healthy, like a car anxiety. damnit.
today i spent time with my bestest friend, went to the 'myspace internet cafe'. it was...interesting. i cant completely down it but i wont spend five dollars to use their internet, nor will i sit down for any games. not really the game player kinda gal.
i also realized my hair is starting to get long, its beginning to bug me in a way. cant shift my head or it falls in my eyes, cant bend over to eat or food will get in it. just want to cut it all off! but, i really want to grow it out, but it will get to a point where it wont grow anymore.
in other news ive been getting a lot of comments from people that are hardly around me saying 'you are unhappy'. i dont understand how people who are hardly around me, and only see me once a month, if at all, can determin my happiness. i mean, where do people get off saying that.
yet my family and closest friends cant believe how happy i am. grr rar.
other than that i really dont have much to say.
lalala !
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