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I know I just posted yesterday, but Dustin ended things late last night. He is looking for an apartment. He said he couldn't keep putting a burden on me and no matter how much I protested, he said he had to set me free. Had to let me find a man who could give me everything I wanted and needed rather than a man who was currently broken and selfish.

I expected to feel something positive...a weight off me, relief, acceptance, something. All I feel right now is heartbreak, sorrow, and loss. I have been crying for about 21 hours straight now. I've never ended a relationship with someone before when we still loved and wanted one another...both of us...not just one party. I don't know what the protocol is here. I am so lost and confused.