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In a Tiny Town On Lake Erie, OH

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Monday Jul 30, 2007

Jul 30, 2007
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I realized today that I am a bit tightly wound. Someone told me something that wasn't what I wanted to hear, and I got really hurt by it, even though it wasn't personal AT ALL. I need to be more like a duck...water nicely beads up and slides off their feathers. I have to learn how to let shit roll off my back. There is so much stuff that I worry about that just isn't worth it. There is so much that I still need to figure out about myself, and I have been pushing it...trying to make it happen faster than it is meant to. I believe in having a goal for myself...but I also need to realize that I am 23...and it will happen. I need to chill the hell out and have some fun while I am still young. I can get all super serious and determined when I am 30 or 35. I don't WANT to be serious and mature all the time. I still want to do stupid shit and get in trouble once in a while and get messy.

I am such an internet whore. I need another stained glass commission to work on so I have something else to do in the evenings. I feel like I do so much, but any weeknight from 8pm-10pm, I can be found right here in front of my computer checking all my "Funny Shit" bookmarked pages. I also spend far too much time on MySpace and AIM. I can actually use both at work, so that doesn't help my addiction.

I also need new music. I was realizing this today when AOL Radio kept playing the same 12-15 songs the ENTIRE 8 hours I was at work. Sadly, I can't figure out how to get the music from my iPod onto my work computer. I think Apple did that on purpose. Lets play a game where everyone who reads this suggests 5 new songs for me download (legally, of course wink).

I am going to the Dublin Irish Fest Saturday night to see Flogging Molly with the BF and one of his friends. If anyone in town is interested and wants to go with us (or even just meet up with us there), let me know.



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trickynicki:
You're young, you're hot, you're awesome, and you're funny, worrying about things is normal but you will be just fine. I'm sure you would be an adorable duck though lol smile

On to bidness:
Last Request - Paolo Nutini
Dear Mr. President - Pink
Be Yourself (and 5 other cliches) - Rockstar Supernova
A Martyr for my Love for You - The White Stripes
Misery Loves its Company - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

I tried to do a variety since I'm not sure what kind of music you want but I personally love all of those and they are all newer.
I also suggest Josh Logan, Ryan Star, Capturing London, Scarred in March, Levi, Ryan Tepe or Kristen Key if you can find anything by them.
Jul 30, 2007
meow:
I act like a child all the time. It's fun.

miao!!
Aug 1, 2007

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