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I try to read Henry Miller once in a while, but its like walking through a group of several hundred people all of them jabbering away, some of them beautiful. All however exuding uniqueness like it was the meaning of their life. It is utterly overwhelming to read more than five pages of Miller at a time. Below is an excerpt from Sexus, the Rosy...
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It is who we are that heals, not what we know.
- Carl Jung

Yes. But knowing that doesnt really help. So its because of who I am that I am suffering. And only if I die and become someone else will anything ever get better. What to do? Lets see. Metaphorically die and then become a healthy person as if by magic, or embrace...
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Am freezing. Fingers have bones in them.

When its cold the bones become apparent.

I can feel the bones quivering slightly

The heater is on and smells like burning dust.

I will. When its cold. Become cold too. Unless I have clothes.

And a home. And a heater on the wall.

I have these things, and yet Im cold.

I need something more. Maybe I...
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Heres a law that would be good. And since nobody is conspiring, no one needs to be afraid of this law.

Conspiring to circumvent the democractic process by means of closed door trade negotiations is a federal crime. It is punishable by a minimum of 10 years in federal prison and carries a maximum fine of 600 billion U.S. dollars for each offense.

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Non-causual events.

Not caused by something else, yet occuring anyway. Like the big bang for example.

That such an event could happen more than once fills the scientist with a feeling that the walls are closing in. He says Yes there was a big bang that spawned itself out of nothingness for no reason. But he insists that the big bang is the only non-causal...
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I remember the scent of rust, the cold spray on my face, and a cold and drenched figure on the cliff above us, pacing, apparently harried, or else mystified by something. We payed no mind to him at first, just walking along the edge of the beach, the waters flowing in and out, tossing various particles around, grumbling, spinning, and raging in our hearts. The...
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oh_me_ghost:
Perhaps its the new layout, affecting me strangely, or the full moon. Its like weve been sucked into some strange cartoon dimension where circles dont exist. Drug free or die? Thats not a bad decision. But I would lean towards addiction-free or die . I dont know. Addiction is misunderstood. If you are addicted to one thing, if one certain thing is the center of your existance, then it usually leads towards that great black hole in the soul from which nobody escapes. But if a person is addicted to contradictory things, and can delay gratification of one addiction, while chasing after another, then life seems to work out fine. It just does. Im off to see kill bill which starts in thirty minutes because I am addicted to the spectacle of violence.
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This is a freewrite on the Matrix Revolutions. Im sure that it is wrong in every possible way and is really just a bunch of guessing

Look past the flesh, and see your enemy
- Matrix Revolutions Trailer

To do that is to take ones inner demon and to project it onto someone. Why do we have this issue in Revolutions of Mr. Smith replicating...
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She loved with a force that transcended common sense
Yet maintained a kind and gentle,
Almost whimsical indifference to the ache.

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This idea of her is now a particle inside me.
And it was there my whole life.
I called it my pulse. She called it my desire to know.

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She was never a salt doll
Well she was not a salt doll...
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Quotes

One cant believe impossible things.
I daresay you havent had much practice, said the queen.
- Alice / Queen

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I was an exile early on, but exile welcomed me; it was where I belonged.
- Andrea Dworkin

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It doesnt matter whether your objectives are in the area of art, business, sports, or relationships. The only way you can get ahead is to...
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alistairmather:
"Live fast, die young, leave the medical examiner confused and nauseated at the state of your corpse." -- my father
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Im just digging a hole through the ceiling. I search for wells in the breath that others have expelled. I exercise my body because blood circulation is vital to the sense of ones identity, and water, I drink it because I know that I want to. I was told it might take years to finish digging, plus several failures, and an amount of hope which...
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