oh_me_ghost

In a ravine, he waited for the demonness to speak,
But her tongue was much too long.
Kali ma, destroyer of all illusions
All thats bad All thats fake
All that was fantastic and groteseque.
All that might have seemed nice...
Kali now dancing for the sake of reality refreshed.
In a blink the dance is stopped - and so is all my life.
As...
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When people have an integrity breach, I am sensitive to that, and am thrown off balance. (Note, integrity breaches are for instance when they say theyll do something, but they dont follow up) But the smallest integrity breaches are worse. Like a bullet. A remark demonstrating mistrust can tear a hole in my stomach. I think its natural to be effected by people who have...
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Dear Jackass,

I was wondering about why you are so upset. Wondering, wondering, until finally I began to understand.

Your theory is that

#1. Your way is perfect for everyone that lives.

#2. And doing things your way is always the best idea.

These two idea support everything you do. Or at least, when youre threatening violence to someone, these simple truths inhabit a significant...
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Tornado 83 -- Nothing to see here.

The end of men
Does sometimes come
When they do not
Expect it.

The head of the freak boy.
Does ache and skip
From too much
Heavy thinking.

The problem is
The more I love
The less I am effective

The most awful thing a person can do
Is to accidently seem to be the part of you...
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Full moon mirror, off-white circle of fire
You only inspire
When the people forget you

Dark slippery parking lot
You only trip
When the people hurry up

Wise American gendered king
You only think
Exactly what you want

Slow meandering writer man.
You only entertain me a little bit,
And only in a stale and lifeless kind of way.

I loved you once too much

I kept trying to put that into a piece of writing

But theres nothing for it.

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Now is the time to be careful,
Thats not the right word. Wise is the better word
But nobody is wise except for imaginery people
In books. Time to slow it down though.
And to be perceptive about schemas
And to not...
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I watched some of the state of the union speech. Gagged. Turned off the volume. Watched it in silence for a couple minutes, then turned it off. .

Why do the senators clap? I have to suppose that they clap because they were asked to do it, just like the members of the british parliament were asked to give a standing ovation to Bush. If...
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Four people on a bus. They seriously wont shut up. They want to save the world by telling it that it sucks. They want somebody else to save the world on their behalf. They are so sad that the saver of the world does not act faster and with more skill. They are my hero. I want their pissed-offness to make the world well. But...
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Dont Confess
by Tegan and Sara.

You wont get better
Til youre worse.
Yeah you - send a little love my way.
And every second I spend waiting
Drives me closer to this grave
Im not alone
Im just on my own.
And I Yeah I
So its a little cold outside.
And so don't be so hard on yourself.
You wont get better til...
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Too bad one cant just scream in a journal entry format. Cause I would totally do that. Damn everything. The golden lantern in which the imaginary magician was trapped. There is apparently no way in. And there is apparently no way out.

I want to be inspired again by someone that will never completely exist, never conform, and rarely ever make any sense. Someone that...
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