oh_me_ghost

Sometimes in this life,

Good luck
Comes in the form
Of horrible calamity.

Sometimes not

Sometimes good luck is just
An unexpected and very nice
Opening within an otherwise boring life.

Sometimes life is never quite as boring ever again.

Sometimes I write crazy stuff, and sometimes I should go to bed.

Emotional Banquet fun w/deja vu

Curious combinations of people
Feelings, ideas, all finally ending
In boredom.

Its time to
Leave. Whos driving.
Did you remember the bowl.

'Who does the grail serve'
Answer: 'The grail King'

But what does it mean.

The creator of the grail. The creator of the dream. The creator of the goal object. Does the grail Queen work just as well or better since the grail is a feminine symbol. Who does the object serve. The cup. What is its purpose. What is its function that once told...
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Quotes from Art Objects, by Jeanette Winterson

Woolf fought for her work and fought for her sex, when she laid claim to Sappho as a great poet and argued against a society that hoxes women. Hox is a racing word: it means to hamstring a horse not so brutally that she cant walk but cleverly so that she cant run. Society hoxes women and pretends...
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Its not the full moon that gets to me. Its the period that leads up to the full moon. And only in winter. And only a fractional amount. I have my theories. Im thinking that in winter, drug addiction is a problem especially this time of year, and not because of holidays. Its because the sun dissapears a little more each day and so the...
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Full moon mirror, off-white circle of fire
You only inspire
When the people forget you

Dark slippery parking lot
You only trip
When the people hurry up

Wise American gendered king
You only think
Exactly what you want

Strangely compelling gilded horse
You only carry me
A little bit off course.

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Gilded might be the wrong word though. Not nearly as evocative as it...
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Drugged & bloody, eyes bulging, looking at nothing. Why are these the only people alive that I can stand to spend any amount of time with. The compelling nature of a tragedy, the way everything caves in and ropes us all with it. A wintertime Shiva instinct. Yes? The instinct is to sit and to contemplate because of the hurricane called a suck life happening...
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Theyre taught to be disgusted with themselves. The disgust becomes a comfort. They hold to disquiet and try to divorce themselves from the darkness and filth. All the while, the darkness is the source. The same chorus, all dolled up with flowers, Its unfair, and thus Im in despair. Maybe the unfairness is a gift that the western mind doesnt have the ability to comprehend....
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Hi. Im the opposite guy.

How are you doing, opposite guy

Thanks, I am doing fine.

Youre not doing fine, opposite guy. Youre doing the opposite of fine.

Ok maybe.

If youre prone to addiction. Maybe the proper thing to do is to get yourself addicted to something benign, or something useful. Something that invigorates, opens, awakes. Except not coffee. Thats for slaves. Thats like saying, Ok Im a slave now, and I take a slave drugs because I have to work faster for my master. I never drink it because it leads to headaches,...
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