Dreams
I dream like movies. Meaning, I'm not actually present in many of my dreams.
Some guy got pulled over in a mini-van and while the officers were talking to him, he threw up, cause he was drunk. Instead of arresting him, the cops kidnapped him and took him to a secret prison. They took his girlfriend too who was with him, which seemed especially...
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I dream like movies. Meaning, I'm not actually present in many of my dreams.
Some guy got pulled over in a mini-van and while the officers were talking to him, he threw up, cause he was drunk. Instead of arresting him, the cops kidnapped him and took him to a secret prison. They took his girlfriend too who was with him, which seemed especially...
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i loved him too
but he didn't
love me.
he loved you.
is it possible to love somebody
even though you don't
actually like
them.
very much.
probably, why not.
whys everything go to be
so theoretical, uh.
but he didn't
love me.
he loved you.
is it possible to love somebody
even though you don't
actually like
them.
very much.
probably, why not.
whys everything go to be
so theoretical, uh.
On the winter solstice
there is the celebration of the birth
of the sun king.
On the summer solstice
there is the celebration of the birth
of zarathustra.
Well, obviously that's a fib
but zarathustra never really existed
and neither did the sun king
So its all the same.
Some of "thus spake zarathustra"
reads like a gnostic gospel
Wildly intriguing in places
the way...
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there is the celebration of the birth
of the sun king.
On the summer solstice
there is the celebration of the birth
of zarathustra.
Well, obviously that's a fib
but zarathustra never really existed
and neither did the sun king
So its all the same.
Some of "thus spake zarathustra"
reads like a gnostic gospel
Wildly intriguing in places
the way...
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I'm interested in the word "Shamanism," I guess, and the spirit of the word, rather than with the dogmatic and religious aspects. I'm more into metaphors, than a literalistic interpretation that there's spirit-animals, and spirit-guides, that are physically real. Even if they did exist, i don't get the glorious wonderfulness of it. Why are they better, and perfect, just because they don't have a body,...
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At 19, he said, "I have suffered every day of my life cause i was raised to behave according to somebody elses idea of who i should be, what they would want for themselves if they were me."
At 20, he said, "I will discover how to heal myself of silence. It is not a part of my character. It is a hoxing by my...
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At 20, he said, "I will discover how to heal myself of silence. It is not a part of my character. It is a hoxing by my...
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ecstasy of purposeless raptures, and slightly toxic substances, like love.
ecstasy of self-directed creative endeavors.
ecstasy of self-realization, awakening in a different psychic landscape, especially when experienced as a temporary consciousness shift.
ecstasy of strenuous activities combined with a change in scenery.
ecstasy of progressing, achieving, or succeeding at some necessary work.
ecstasy of being a son-of-a-bitch asshole.
ecstasy of failing.
ecstasy of self-directed creative endeavors.
ecstasy of self-realization, awakening in a different psychic landscape, especially when experienced as a temporary consciousness shift.
ecstasy of strenuous activities combined with a change in scenery.
ecstasy of progressing, achieving, or succeeding at some necessary work.
ecstasy of being a son-of-a-bitch asshole.
ecstasy of failing.
i wonder if being on the
lip of orgasm is the equivalent
of spiritual bliss.
and then i remember that sex is bad, wicked, and grotesque
and only the godless seek after the pleasures of the flesh
damn it all... cause i thought i was
onto something, yo.
lip of orgasm is the equivalent
of spiritual bliss.
and then i remember that sex is bad, wicked, and grotesque
and only the godless seek after the pleasures of the flesh
damn it all... cause i thought i was
onto something, yo.
people who wish
to inflict their truth, their dream
their ideas upon the universe
with or without
its consent
people that
hate each other are identical in
metaphoric ways.
a looks at x, scoffs, cause x
dresses like a fool.
x looks at a, scoffs, cause a
is a mental placeholder for everything
that's wrong with the world.
people that
hate each other are identical...
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to inflict their truth, their dream
their ideas upon the universe
with or without
its consent
people that
hate each other are identical in
metaphoric ways.
a looks at x, scoffs, cause x
dresses like a fool.
x looks at a, scoffs, cause a
is a mental placeholder for everything
that's wrong with the world.
people that
hate each other are identical...
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that person's got her head down
arms interlaced, in the rain
she represents something plain.
white pants, tiny steps
hips circling in the rain
kind of wish i could believe in the word "chafe."
or see people more creatively at least
rather than being so easily blinded
by the probabilities, lies, or preferences of mine.
my immediate impression of people
i don't know sometimes has...
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arms interlaced, in the rain
she represents something plain.
white pants, tiny steps
hips circling in the rain
kind of wish i could believe in the word "chafe."
or see people more creatively at least
rather than being so easily blinded
by the probabilities, lies, or preferences of mine.
my immediate impression of people
i don't know sometimes has...
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Quotes 11244
Charlotte thought that perhaps what made it so affecting was that Levade had given the impression of seeing through the surface of the world into some deeper reality: he had unpicked one's natural assumptions of the way things looked and reassembled them in a different way; then, as one tried to adjust to this altered, truer state, the constituents of the picture once...
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Charlotte thought that perhaps what made it so affecting was that Levade had given the impression of seeing through the surface of the world into some deeper reality: he had unpicked one's natural assumptions of the way things looked and reassembled them in a different way; then, as one tried to adjust to this altered, truer state, the constituents of the picture once...
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