oh_me_ghost

and when i was killed, when everyone i loved
tossed back at me all the silence
i'd been giving.
i did not complain.
i did not whine about it much.
for it was just, i thought.

The voice she called her own
was cold and mumbled
never extending more
than a meter from her face.
Things were said that didn't make sense
Who were you talking to, he'd ask
I vocalize to help my memory
to work. What was i looking for just now
these last 4 years, what did i need
to receive so i could
feel at ease and...
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Everyone is required
to be active and buzy in the commons
attempting to acquire
a product, entertainment, fitness,
profit, understanding, intoxication, a mate
relaxation, or just some friendly conversation
If you were to stand
motionless and alone
in the commons for eleven hours straight
not attempting to entertain
not attempting to make an income
not attempting to improve yourself or the world
not attempting to...
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why are people such fucked up assholes and bitches.
because we are creatures of context.
looking up at the same common stars from our apartments.
someone in Namibia had an especially bad day.
they say a white speck is in retrograde
so everything's hard to
break out from. um all right, that makes no sense, but ok.

This is just brainstorming after some reading.

Sexual reproduction. The female has an egg containing half of her genetic material. Only half. Half of her genes are effectively tossed into the void. Males always give up slightly more than half of their genes (due to the organelles thing which i never heard of until the other day). The genes of each person dictate that this...
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Quotes 431802

As our circle of knowledge expands, so does the circumference of darkness surrounding it.
- Albert Einstein

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The need to speak, even if one has nothing to say, becomes more pressing when one has nothing to say, just as the will to live becomes more urgent when life has lost its meaning.
- Jean Baudrillard

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In searching out truth, be ready...
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do any one thing every hour of your life
and you'll get fucked in the ass by unlucky events
but do a little bit of whatever, keep it new, creative, and honest
and maybe not so much.

the implication is do one thing forever, the perfect thing,
and you'll be rewarded with health,
when the sad fact is: do any one thing in exchange
for...
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my love for things that are not there
doth border on the fucked up

all this vapid one-sided dreaming
and weeks, months, years all constantly disappearing

well, if the time was never there
it didn't really disappear.

right. everything that doesn't involve
an obvious truth, or obvious joke is suspect, per the tribe.

and why not. if the norms of appropriate behavior get ignored.
why...
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Unfortunately, I think i finally believe in an accumulation of factors that behave in a somewhat predictable way, and are collectively called chi, or life force, even though there is no such singular entity, but only an assortment of completely uncountable and interconnected factors that are conceptualized for practical reasons as chi.

I think a big part of the chi concept is being aware of...
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People with bullshit chances
People with bullshit jobs
People with bullshit habits
People in bullshit jails
And all the deliriously perfect want to do
is giggle in a circle of judgement
and say you're so much worse than me
Well aint that news.