oh_me_ghost

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Draw out the PULSE
Thicken up the ears
Come Pum, Come Pum
Dont pulverize the fear
Too dull to care
About the spill, the broken
whole, yes, forest, yes,
Come On o Pum
This, a guest, a wool blend
Dont listen to warnings
Unless youd rather be dead.

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Mr. Carnival Bear
The teeth he doesnt have
Are in me now, travelling down
Slicing...
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In Asia theyve got words for different types of silence. We need a word for the silence that a journal makes when its not updated, I vote for decembrung, as in December brang quiet and a tortured kind of creativity with it that shredded his joints and forced him to cut off his frostbitten toe. Thus his journal was not updated very often, or very...
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Like him, Im quick which is good, but I dont know much. Some people they remember. They site facts and figures with ease. My mind is relatively empty. This goes without saying. I hate to know things. I despise the trivial details of his sentences. What I want is to unknow my whole existance. To unmake it, to perceive it As always having been new....
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Dear runaway boy. You left a dolly by the heater. She tried to light the world on fire with her heart, just like you. I thought it was cute. Shes black in the melted part, but shell survive. Pomegranates blended with ice cream has been the color of my eyes ever since you climbed into the paradise and Left me with the baby. And the...
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Jacob was a no good badger lover,
A stealer of chairs,
A circle in the shape of a whale,
A piglet in the show for dixie island fishes,
A green without the gift of yellow,
A blue with murderous curls of white,
A turnip soup with spice,
A fingernail impacted and smashed in a door,
A needle lead without a thread
Without a thread, the...
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11/23/2002

People, friends, townsfolk and so forth. I have a definition of them. A person is someone who wants you to be what you are not. A person's brain tends to make you up. Thus it is necessary to run like a magic horse to escape their mind without escaping their heart. Good luck. Let me rephrase that, good frickin luck. The people that I...
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"Im getting too old to resist certain facts. I dont know what those facts are, but I get the feeling that theyre winning."

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What do I need? I need my experience to be suddenly altered in some impossible way. This needs to happen immediately and it needs to be permanent. Im thinking a hammer might be necessary at some point. Not for that. Instead,...
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Bruce Lees birthday is coming up on the 27th. Bruce Lee seems like a low-hate kind of person. I dont know if that helped him or hurt him. Too much goodness is probably a bad idea.

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The great mistake is to anticipate the outcome of the engagement; you ought not to be thinking of whether it ends in victory or in defeat. Bruce Lee...
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What a strange day. I suppose that was the anvil. The hands that sculpted the anvil, very nice hands, talented, remarkable intelligent hands. They are the same hands that finally dropped it. Carried it up the hill, waited a beautiful second or two and then woosh, down it goes, pounding through the air, whistling even. It fell for several minutes. And it kept falling until...
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I feel dirty. I want to pledge allegiance to something ...I pledge allegiance to the destroyer of evil that is my Presidential God. And to the government that protects me. One nation, under martial law. With liberty and freedoms for all that obey. I'm getting all misty now. Its so beautiful. He's so powerful and good.

It is assumed that naivety and wisdom cannot be combined. When in actual life they are always combined. One cannot exist without the other. The old woman in the death bed knows that naivety is worth it in the end, that cynism and pessimism merely strech life out into one dull suffering event, whereas naivety allows the soul to flow properly. Come what may. I...
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Being over here is for good people. Being someplace else is for suckers. Actually though, being an idiot is where its at. Surely. Everybody's doing it. Not me though. I'm sick of it. I'm passing my batton to the invisible edible leprechauns of coincidental maricles and crap. Soon Ill learn to spell maricle in a manner that is both forthright and uplifting. Until then I...
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