oh_me_ghost

This song doesnt work so well in written form, but its a good one from scarlets walk

Lilly is dancing on the table. We've all been pushed too far I guess. On days like this you know who your friends are. just another dead fag to you. that's all. just another light missing on a long taxi ride. Now you're down to your last cigarette....
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This urge to break away from normal mode. The snow. It says wait. Again, I hear it. Wait and stay alert. Soon the answers will find you like firemen in the night. Listen, they are already scratching on the floor. An occasional tapping on the pipe. Knowing. There are words presently knocking on my eyes. Whose there? The ingredients of revolution are only at ten...
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I took a hike today. The sun actually made contact with my skin. The air was full of oxygen . I saw two ducks that spontaneously decided to fuck each other in the water. Purchased a book. Saw a protest. Watched a person being hassled by five cops.

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What if the rock has a kind of mind, but no ability to remember. It learns,...
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Does anybody else mark up their books? I guess hardly anybody does. I have bad retention, and I get really happy when something is well said, so Im always marking a dot or drawing a line or a double-line by a paragraph that I like.

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I absolutely hate all my relatives, not because they are my relatives, not because they are wicked . ....
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The river comes to fools and pulls
With all its time. With all its size.
With all its soft and baited rhymes.
It points to love and life.
Thats what I want.

The slowness holds me up.
Here in the land of memories, I guess.
The open window was a test
Dont let them.
Dont let them bury me just yet.
I havent floated very far.
I know this waters getting cold.
I always told you we were holes.
All these holes are what were for.
The flow is emptying my chest.
Dont stop.

Ranting leads to clarity of mind. The more we stifle the urge to rant, the more emotionally dead we are likely to get. It's wise to rant twice a week for a minimum of ten minutes. Its exercise. It shakes things up inside. It removes plaque from arterial walls and massages the prostate gland. Avoid ranting with friends when possible as temperatures will tend to...
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The third free Matrix anime is available for download at www.whatisthematrix.com. It's a detective story.

Writing was so much easier when I had seven muses. Now that its down to two, Im basically running on fumes, destroying the engine I guess. When I try to be wise, when I attempt to be calm, when I try to be happy, even though I know I am right to be upset, it tends to backfire. The one thing Im effective at is...
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Black Eyes, Five Haikus

Samson, the blind soul.
Is feeling better now though.
Sparks of air are seen.

Oedipus the blind.
No one can remember when.
Memories are skin.

War is no slaughter
A hand flies into a window.
The dead man is warm.

I still hate the war.
The newspaper has pictures.
Also it has words.

Stop this fucking war.
The man with flag...
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By avoiding the Orwellian play-by-play on the war, my outlook is improved. I am new. Everything is good. I will be happy for the Iraqis that arent killed. And happy if they get free speech etc due to changes that happen. However, I will be cognizant that its not a war between one white hero and one black villain. But a war between one massively...
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I need an idea storm. I need and want. To stop wealthy people from making decisions on my behalf.

The propoganda machine is a lying device that effects my cultural environment. I dont like it. But getting angry with it is much like getting angry at a fictional narrative. There is an ocean of air that I live inside of, not on top of. Being...
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