oh_me_ghost

Yes. The poem was awful. I admit it with sorrow. Still, there is a simplicity about it that I like. I need to be less concerned with the possibility of a nearby asshole, otherwise Ill neither post what I feel, nor create what I want to read. I like to journal. It keeps me typing. So here is an accounting of the poem. It started...
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All these words
Dont mean that I know

It feels like eyes
Are all that we are

I see your arms and I know
There is more

I know there is some-
One else walking thru walls.

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That was a poem. I made
it with some
paper and a pen.
And then I typed it.

If you hate it,
Go buy a book by...
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I dont know if there are spoilers below. But I wanted to free-write after watching the film. And then I wanted to post it. And I only have one on-line journal to choose from. So heres a bit about the Matrix. Reloaded. And it may contain spoilers.

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Yes. I saw it, and it was good. They included stuff that I was hoping for. i.e....
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Here are some words from the first chapter of... Poor Peoples Movements. Why They Succeed, How They Fail. I think this stuff is pretty interesting.

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At times and in most places, and especially in the United States, the poor are led to believe that their destitution is deserved, and that the riches and power that others command are also deserved.

In each instance, masses...
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"Write it down, Icarus. You jackass."

But he didnt listen and so he vanished into the ceiling. Then he went flailing into the ground. For a while he was in the ground. He threw words at us through the slime. To serve as anchors of a kind in his upside-down hell. Where the sky was a mote. He could never tell. What he saw. His...
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I just saw the X-Men II which was great, but I cant stand that ad in the theatre that goes 'Honesty, pass it on. A message from the foundation for a better life.' Who do they think they are? To whom are they speaking? I feel sad for them as a foundation and ashamed for the way they look at other human beings. Also, the...
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Lies fade into knives without
Anyone to look after them
Someone wrote,
My madhouse can kick
Your sanatoriums asshole
I just figured he was shy.
Im not successful based
on what youve seen me do.
I reject the words we never said
I reject god.
I reject me.
I stop
Pretending to be you.
I begin to love things that are real
Like you were...
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I bought the Secretary DVD today. I knew I would eventually. There s a part, well a couple of parts where she practices wanting to be a secretary. And there's so many people. New ones everyday, that are put through this process of finding the right place to work. And the ones who are quirky, truly not of any clique existing, the diamonds generally are...
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The only time a writer receives his due reward is when someone comes to him burning with this flame which he fanned in a moment of solitude. Honest criticism means nothing: what one wants is unrestrained passion, fire for fire.
- Henry Miller

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Simply being praised is of no substantial help at all. It does not increase peoples good fortune, nor does it make...
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Delila with her scissors and her spells. I cannot explain it well, but I must try. I am blinded by the fingers of her world. You will be me, She says it every day. Every day! But I am mute. Ouch. Please. I write. Stop. I cannot breath like that. And then she leaves. And then she leaves. And then she stays. Anais N, like...
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Yesterday. And today. I am sad. Im reading the diary of Anais Nin Vol II and its not sad, but its like holy shit where did you come from woman. Im alternating between skimming and hovering. I am in awe of her position on things. The whole effect. Thats whats startling. It has a depth that I didnt know could be. Its not that its...
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She says, I told you I was an asshole. Its what I do. Seriously, what were you thinking? Oddly, I find her words comforting. Like the cobra that said I bit him because my instincts prompted me to bite him, not because of something that he did. I dont know. He reminded me of something I should bite. The snake makes it seem so natural...
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