oh_me_ghost

Maybe Not, by Cat Power

Here's a dream that I see
I pray it can be
Across the land, shake this land

A wish or a command
A dream that I see
Don't kill it, it's free

You're just a man
you get what you can
We all do what we can

So we can do just
One more thing
We can all be free...
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"quah quah quah" I wondered,
what if his pointless ducky noises
are actually punctuation
and it is instead his silences which convey the
important things he'd like to say.
I listened with that in mind
for several hours,
until i thought I understood him fairly well,
at which point, I thanked him
and then walked back to the hotel.
He had obviously expressed a few...
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You understand that everything
has changed
That there is nothing still the same

The whole world has dropped away--
they dream that darkness
is the cause--

And yet i swear to you
this day
There is nothing that is lost.

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As a very young child my mother gave me a book called Free Writing and we were encouraged to write fearlessly. The first coherent sentence I ever wrote, which is actually in this book, was written when I was five. It was about an Australian missionary who taught me. Every day she would say, 'I can see Satan in your eyes.' So, the...
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I was out gunned
out sung
out thought
out fucked
I was out played

and still I sit here
like a schmuck
utterly amazed

the devil or some other blinding white angel came into
my bedroom yesterday, through a hole in my brain
and said yo lets play a game, you and I.
and I said, why. And she smiled and said
because my sweet boy, you've fallen for a lie.

Repeating the story - the myriad formed soul. Kneel before / the foxglove carrying off twelve soft red deceptions / mauve bells dropped doubled down the stem trembling antennae. Look in the eyes of the branded deer that stares breathing stockstill under the dripping hawthorn. I lay down, mixing my mind with the wet hair of the mountainside, smelling the brown vagina. Moist ground, harmless,...
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Here's a little song i wrote today.

Sound travels so strangely
even though i'm crazy
i don't think i mind
but then again
being crazy
how would i know
whether i really know what
i am saying. Sundays...

In life, no... on certain days, a person has to deal with all of who they are. Some people say it is necessary to become better, according to some standard. "Become a monument representing everything i love," they say. Become successful and hurry up towards the goal because it makes them feel better about reality. I can see the advantage of having goals, but at...
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He was the love of my life
I thought he would always be my love
* looks into somebody else's eyes * i see now how i was wrong.

This is the human song: "Everybody else should interest me and represent something great, like honor, or integrity, or free-spiritedness, or perfect kindness, or some currently inaccessible aspect of my psyche. If they just want to be themselves rather than striving to embody my anima/animus then they are flawed i tell you, flawed and assholes. What a bunch of jerks."

Ah, the human song.

The fact that Microsoft is developing a windows operating system called LongHorn is just absurd, and its absurdity has made me realize that it cant be a coincidence. Bill Gates is laughing. Either hes an idiot, or hes laughing.