Unfortunately, I think i finally believe in an accumulation of factors that behave in a somewhat predictable way, and are collectively called chi, or life force, even though there is no such singular entity, but only an assortment of completely uncountable and interconnected factors that are conceptualized for practical reasons as chi.
I think a big part of the chi concept is being aware of...
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I think a big part of the chi concept is being aware of...
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People with bullshit chances
People with bullshit jobs
People with bullshit habits
People in bullshit jails
And all the deliriously perfect want to do
is giggle in a circle of judgement
and say you're so much worse than me
Well aint that news.
People with bullshit jobs
People with bullshit habits
People in bullshit jails
And all the deliriously perfect want to do
is giggle in a circle of judgement
and say you're so much worse than me
Well aint that news.
anything that could be considered painful is so
in some measure because of the way
we've been designed by life + human genes
the stages like riptides we've been suddenly pulled through
long ago, so long ago, years ago
yanked from the black waters we found comfort in
into a new unbreatheable palace of disease
forgotten and meaningless
motion towards the next second, the next...
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in some measure because of the way
we've been designed by life + human genes
the stages like riptides we've been suddenly pulled through
long ago, so long ago, years ago
yanked from the black waters we found comfort in
into a new unbreatheable palace of disease
forgotten and meaningless
motion towards the next second, the next...
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I don't know. Men don't listen to what they don't want to hear. I know I didn't, and every man I think is somewhat the same--every man. I must point that out very clearly. Adam has a picture of his life, and he will continue to maintain this picture against every influence until his world comes down. I know that this is true....
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I don't know. Men don't listen to what they don't want to hear. I know I didn't, and every man I think is somewhat the same--every man. I must point that out very clearly. Adam has a picture of his life, and he will continue to maintain this picture against every influence until his world comes down. I know that this is true....
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The Trauma Map
..Batman Begins..
The trauma of a fall.
The trauma of being engulfed in a cloud of monstrous noise,
black wings gliding by his face, shadows, rushing shapes.
The trauma of being left.
The trauma of feeling responsible, guilty to the core.
..The Machinist..
The trauma of colliding with a child on the road.
The trauma of escaping from the scene.
The trauma...
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..Batman Begins..
The trauma of a fall.
The trauma of being engulfed in a cloud of monstrous noise,
black wings gliding by his face, shadows, rushing shapes.
The trauma of being left.
The trauma of feeling responsible, guilty to the core.
..The Machinist..
The trauma of colliding with a child on the road.
The trauma of escaping from the scene.
The trauma...
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In some people, love of life is like a type of Stockholm Syndrome. Life grabs them by the neck and throws them through a window. When they hit the ground, their legs break, nevertheless, they pull themselves up the stairs, and ring the doorbell. They wait in agony for 9 hours, finally life opens the door, helps them inside, pets them softly with concern and...
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the weird smell of finger paints
there was slick paper
there was someone suggesting
ideas about what I
and everyone my size should do
it smells like toxic cake
are you sure its safe
i'm afraid of memories like these
happily surprised when they arise
oh god, I remember that.
but ultimately terrified of
remembering too deep.
horribly pointless guided group
activities, please be
easy...
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there was slick paper
there was someone suggesting
ideas about what I
and everyone my size should do
it smells like toxic cake
are you sure its safe
i'm afraid of memories like these
happily surprised when they arise
oh god, I remember that.
but ultimately terrified of
remembering too deep.
horribly pointless guided group
activities, please be
easy...
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life events are mimicking
internal issues.
this is a bad sign.
feels like being lightly pulled towards
a future i was trying to avoid
i am tempted to ask my friends for help
but anybody that would have the immediate
desire to help
would likely be a
well-meaning yet overly
simplistic person with problems of their own.
there was an episode of Angel
where Lindsay...
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internal issues.
this is a bad sign.
feels like being lightly pulled towards
a future i was trying to avoid
i am tempted to ask my friends for help
but anybody that would have the immediate
desire to help
would likely be a
well-meaning yet overly
simplistic person with problems of their own.
there was an episode of Angel
where Lindsay...
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to give everything of oneself to the unrecorded record of actions that happened once in the presence of eyes.
so there's calm, ugly, and alone
and supposedly therein lies
wisdom.
so there's wild, cute, and extroverted
and supposedly therin lies
wisdom.
if something feels right, and produces
contentment, does that really
mean anything
you know... definite.
i mean isn't a certain amount of tension helpful at
least from a motivational
perspective.
of course discontent can lead to something
but there's a hundred thousand ways...
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and supposedly therein lies
wisdom.
so there's wild, cute, and extroverted
and supposedly therin lies
wisdom.
if something feels right, and produces
contentment, does that really
mean anything
you know... definite.
i mean isn't a certain amount of tension helpful at
least from a motivational
perspective.
of course discontent can lead to something
but there's a hundred thousand ways...
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I'd like to hear something amazing
that will change my life
forever. And make me capable of understanding & really getting
every single human being, but instead
I think i might just have a beer.
I think Netflix is destroying my mind.
Too many fucking movies, too many pictures of things
that never really happened that way.
On my tombstone it should say Yes, of...
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that will change my life
forever. And make me capable of understanding & really getting
every single human being, but instead
I think i might just have a beer.
I think Netflix is destroying my mind.
Too many fucking movies, too many pictures of things
that never really happened that way.
On my tombstone it should say Yes, of...
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People prefer for art to be difficult, to be related to a complex task
which demands study, practice, dedication, a hierarchy of talent.
I disagree with all that. I think the creating of an object
that continues to exist, is just creating an object that
continues to exist. And that one's mind is
already capable of perceiving art in the way that
shadows form on...
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which demands study, practice, dedication, a hierarchy of talent.
I disagree with all that. I think the creating of an object
that continues to exist, is just creating an object that
continues to exist. And that one's mind is
already capable of perceiving art in the way that
shadows form on...
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