~ I gaze upon thee, eternal fairest beauty, whose love
does increase ;
luminous gracious light,delight in joy,empty thyself inside
of me;
awaken and warm this heart from its cold slumber;
you are my sun and I your heavens air;
sweetest crimson rose, stain my heart with thy bloom;
kiss me again and again with thy sweet budding lips;
I shall cherish thee,my Venus,my goddess, Eros yet
arrives ~
Hump day,and all is well...I'm busy as usual..work,school,band...one week until the Phoenix debut of MonkeyGod..I practice songs in my head..lots of complex shifting parts!!!! Its all so good..life is rife with possibilities!
Ah..la dolce vita!
does increase ;
luminous gracious light,delight in joy,empty thyself inside
of me;
awaken and warm this heart from its cold slumber;
you are my sun and I your heavens air;
sweetest crimson rose, stain my heart with thy bloom;
kiss me again and again with thy sweet budding lips;
I shall cherish thee,my Venus,my goddess, Eros yet
arrives ~
Hump day,and all is well...I'm busy as usual..work,school,band...one week until the Phoenix debut of MonkeyGod..I practice songs in my head..lots of complex shifting parts!!!! Its all so good..life is rife with possibilities!
Ah..la dolce vita!
if only i could describe to you- the amount of drive and ambition and forward momentum this one tiny girl is producing in her life right now. start every morning with some kind of blind affirmations telling myself i can do it- i am doing it. and creating and generating like a tasmanian devil.... my book will get completed and published.... my phone will ring off the hook with sweetly rewarded gigs.... i will graduate from an elite fine art institution with honors - no less than seventeen years from the time i originally started college. i will create amazing art that people will want to own- and all while being an amazing parent with three brilliant sophisticated children who are awestruck by the power their single (and really really single) mom flexes in front of their eyes each and every day. no one to lean on- but herself. this is incredible. i haven't had a breath to check-in with my SG music-god. but landing here this evening... i am reminded how divine it would be to truly be one's muse. ~k~