Time: 2:13 A.M. Mood: Restless....idk I'm bored and decided to post a bloggy blog blog. This one is going to be a jumbled blog of random thoughts....which is what I have decided to call this blog. "The Jumbled Blog of Random Thoughts". Seems to have a nice ring to it huh? ha. Well, these past 2 weeks have been pretty awesome.
Alkaline Trio was pretty good, not the best show of theirs I've been to but was awesome none-the-less. Journey/Foreigner/Night Ranger was pretty boss, I got kinda smashed since i literally didn't eat all day, so yea that was fun. Tomorrow night, well technically tonight, I'm going to see Reel Big Fish and Streetlight Manifesto. Soooooo stoked!
I have also realized that my money is mainly spent on: Cigarettes, Concert Tickets, Card Game shit and food. I really need to conserve my spending but with all my hobbies stacking up, I can't help but spend it >.< how lame huh?
Gen-Con was amazing btw. I saw some very sexy cosplay girls and ended up getting over 130 dice. I play D&D and other tabletop RPG's, so what? Don't judge! I wish that the group I was with would have stayed for the Hentai Cafe session...sexy cat-girl cosplay's giving us "special treatment" (hmmmm lap dances?) haha. But alas, we left long before that happened. Although while I was there, I discovered a new love for Steampunk and have started to create my Steampunk Outfit. I will end up only wearing it for cosplay events and to "Narrate" a new RPG i bought called Unhallowed Metropolis. If anyone wants to know what it is about and if they might want to sit in on a session, please let me know! Once I learn the game completely, i will be doing a few game demo's/game sessions to teach players and spread the word about this amazing game.
My depression seems to be coming in random intervals, and it honestly sucks ass. I haven't been able to shake the depression for too long before it decides to rear its head and just sit there until I don't want to do anything but sleep or cry. (Yes I cry, like a real human with emotions. Whoever said that men don't cry is obviously retarded and should be shot on site because I know a handful of men who legit cry). But I guess I've been just trying to keep busy so it won't appear, but then I end up hanging with my friend, who I am completely head over heels in love with and it just spirals back. I can't get with her because she is dating someone and I'm not the kind of guy to ruin a relationship for my personal gain, I'd rather see her happy with him than having her go through any pain just because I want to be with her.
Like I said, this blog is very random thoughts that are just popping into my head. Some of which I like to keep to myself (like the whole last paragraph) and others just what I like to do. You know, I want people to know who I am, because I guess I'm a little self-centered? idk.....I want to hang out with some new people too. So if anyone wants to hang out with me, maybe watch some movies, get some drinks...i really don't care what we do....then just comment on here or ask for my cell number if you are in the Cleveland area, hell even around like Akron or some shit like that. I just want to meet new people, maybe find me a relationship at some point. Anyways, I guess I'll be going to bed, sometime soon I'm going to update some photo's of me and my random adventures. Well.....I'M OFF! haha
Alkaline Trio was pretty good, not the best show of theirs I've been to but was awesome none-the-less. Journey/Foreigner/Night Ranger was pretty boss, I got kinda smashed since i literally didn't eat all day, so yea that was fun. Tomorrow night, well technically tonight, I'm going to see Reel Big Fish and Streetlight Manifesto. Soooooo stoked!
I have also realized that my money is mainly spent on: Cigarettes, Concert Tickets, Card Game shit and food. I really need to conserve my spending but with all my hobbies stacking up, I can't help but spend it >.< how lame huh?
Gen-Con was amazing btw. I saw some very sexy cosplay girls and ended up getting over 130 dice. I play D&D and other tabletop RPG's, so what? Don't judge! I wish that the group I was with would have stayed for the Hentai Cafe session...sexy cat-girl cosplay's giving us "special treatment" (hmmmm lap dances?) haha. But alas, we left long before that happened. Although while I was there, I discovered a new love for Steampunk and have started to create my Steampunk Outfit. I will end up only wearing it for cosplay events and to "Narrate" a new RPG i bought called Unhallowed Metropolis. If anyone wants to know what it is about and if they might want to sit in on a session, please let me know! Once I learn the game completely, i will be doing a few game demo's/game sessions to teach players and spread the word about this amazing game.
My depression seems to be coming in random intervals, and it honestly sucks ass. I haven't been able to shake the depression for too long before it decides to rear its head and just sit there until I don't want to do anything but sleep or cry. (Yes I cry, like a real human with emotions. Whoever said that men don't cry is obviously retarded and should be shot on site because I know a handful of men who legit cry). But I guess I've been just trying to keep busy so it won't appear, but then I end up hanging with my friend, who I am completely head over heels in love with and it just spirals back. I can't get with her because she is dating someone and I'm not the kind of guy to ruin a relationship for my personal gain, I'd rather see her happy with him than having her go through any pain just because I want to be with her.
Like I said, this blog is very random thoughts that are just popping into my head. Some of which I like to keep to myself (like the whole last paragraph) and others just what I like to do. You know, I want people to know who I am, because I guess I'm a little self-centered? idk.....I want to hang out with some new people too. So if anyone wants to hang out with me, maybe watch some movies, get some drinks...i really don't care what we do....then just comment on here or ask for my cell number if you are in the Cleveland area, hell even around like Akron or some shit like that. I just want to meet new people, maybe find me a relationship at some point. Anyways, I guess I'll be going to bed, sometime soon I'm going to update some photo's of me and my random adventures. Well.....I'M OFF! haha
sounds like your adventures were awesome
and I'm sorry to hear your in love with someone unavailable I know it sucks, but I like to think if its meant to be everything will work out. but I don't know whatever...
just try to stay positive I guess