odetoviolence

i have another big presentation tomorrow...got a tiny tiny tinge of the butterflies, although i know it will be fine. i truly love speaking in front of people. for the record, i have multiple jobs for one company...and then a side project i do with a doctor in the area. we do trainings on self-harm and self-mutilation for therapists, doctors, nurses, psychiatrists, etc. in the area. it's such a taboo field at this point...and there aren't many people who truly know how to handle it. anyways, i have one all day tomorrow at Eagleville Hospital and apparently there are some government VIP motherfuckers that are going to be there...doesn't help the butterflies. I CAN'T WAIT!!

and...just because i feel like bullshittin' a little more...life couldn't be better. i never thought in a million years that there could be anyone i could be myself around...my TRUE self...and i never thought that there could be anyone that i could love this way. and i guess everything else just pales in comparison. that is all.