i havent been going to shows much lately, or much at all in the last year. but, i went to one last night. animal collective, at the metro. it was really good... but i dunno. i jut dont appreciate shows as much anymore. it seems the older i get the more music i listen to, and then less value/importance is placed on individual bands or albums. I havent found an album that really really means something to me. I have many from the past, some i still listen to. some have just gotten played out. others arent at all anymore. i dont know what to do about this. music has always been really important to me and i feel like im losing it.
my roommate and i got into a fight sorta. hes been really negative since all of us moved in. most of the negativity has been directed at me but i havent dont anything wrong. so much stupid shit. he always finds someway to belittle me. we havent really talked much since the last scuffle. I was riding with him down broadway(both of us are decently experienced riders, i have been riding a lot longer than him though) and i blew the light at clark. easisest red light of blown in the last 3 weeks during day time. hardly any traffic. he stays at the light and i eventually notice a block up and stop and wait. he comes speeding up and passes me and shouts "YOUR NOT A MESSENGER GET OVER YOUR FUCKIN SELF" all because he was pissed off that i was "riding fast and blew a light". he always feels like he has to interject and comment on my choices in life. shit that has nothing to do with him. i could understand that he was pissed for me leaving him at the intersection or riding too fast for him, but truely, honestly ive ridden faster with him and weve both run harder red lights together. i dont get what the fuck his problem is.
i still havent finished putting my bedroom together, no posters up yet and theres still stuff all over my floor that has to be sorted and put away. ugggh, dont wana do it.
i keep buying smokes. ugghhh, i wish the pack would come to life and kick me in the teeth everytime i reach for a cig. i had it under wraps. didnt have cravings. then one drunk night my friend bought a pack and kept passin em, eventually that night i had to buy a pack.
i think im gona take some pics of the new place, my bike and my roommates, ill edit this blog later and post up some images.
my roommate and i got into a fight sorta. hes been really negative since all of us moved in. most of the negativity has been directed at me but i havent dont anything wrong. so much stupid shit. he always finds someway to belittle me. we havent really talked much since the last scuffle. I was riding with him down broadway(both of us are decently experienced riders, i have been riding a lot longer than him though) and i blew the light at clark. easisest red light of blown in the last 3 weeks during day time. hardly any traffic. he stays at the light and i eventually notice a block up and stop and wait. he comes speeding up and passes me and shouts "YOUR NOT A MESSENGER GET OVER YOUR FUCKIN SELF" all because he was pissed off that i was "riding fast and blew a light". he always feels like he has to interject and comment on my choices in life. shit that has nothing to do with him. i could understand that he was pissed for me leaving him at the intersection or riding too fast for him, but truely, honestly ive ridden faster with him and weve both run harder red lights together. i dont get what the fuck his problem is.
i still havent finished putting my bedroom together, no posters up yet and theres still stuff all over my floor that has to be sorted and put away. ugggh, dont wana do it.
i keep buying smokes. ugghhh, i wish the pack would come to life and kick me in the teeth everytime i reach for a cig. i had it under wraps. didnt have cravings. then one drunk night my friend bought a pack and kept passin em, eventually that night i had to buy a pack.
i think im gona take some pics of the new place, my bike and my roommates, ill edit this blog later and post up some images.
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