oddsandevans

What an end. I just broke up with my gf. it was pretty messy. im still getting texts and messages on aim from her. Today was the first day that i actually felt ok with it. We got into it online and she attacked everything that is decent in me. It made me realize that it was the right decision. I cant be with someone as immature and insecure. All this week, ive had this incredibly empty feeling. Ive been filling it with whiskey, and a lot of pot. now i jsut feel dumb, ive wasted money, valuable school time. all for stupid self loathing and pain.

School is going well, busy, but im really enjoying it. ive been taking photography a lot more seriously lately and it defiantely shows in my work. Ive been producing a lot of work that im really proud of.

I just signed my lease and im really excited about my new home. I move in the first of may. its just a few blocks from wrigley. on irving park.