oddityodyssey

Been very much out of the loop. Plenty of excuses, only a few good reasons. Been laying the groundwork for some things that will occur later on this year. Won't say what that is just yet. Don't want to curse myself. Still, it's good movement, positive movement.
I'm slowly sliding off my medication, under the supervision of my psychologist and counselor. The counseling is going well, though I've missed a couple of appointments. I've been able to put some emotions and ways of thinking into words, which helps immensely. And a great fog has lifted as I've come down on my Klonopin dosage. Basically I was way over-medicated. The psychologist was surprised I was up walking around.
Overall positive things even if I've had a few dark moments. It's fits and starts, much like anything. Haven't exactly kept up with people and even though I do have reasons I feel apologetic about that. Just trying to figure myself out. I do feel much improved, more like I was a few years ago. My head's getting to the right place. It's just not there yet.
I won't say this is a return for me. More of a renewal I think. Remembering forgotten things I learned, kicking myself a bit for forgetting in the first place, but raising my sense of self-worth. I've had a few close friends help and I'm deeply grateful for that. You really do learn who you can rely on when the storm comes. So I hope to make my presence felt again around here as well as in real life. Still, I have my plans and schemes I'm plotting.
Here's to hoping.