oddityodyssey

So far nothing new on the Bipolar girl front. She did try to entice me to lunch yesterday, but lunch is a bit of "catch as catch can" sort of thing at the store. Difficult to step out for an hour unless you're running to pick up stones or findings. That and I don't think she quite understood what very slow meant. My hope is to let this fade to black. I've gotten hung up on a girl before with the requisite obsession and jealousy, but I let life take care of things for the most part. No point in bemoaning the universe with "oh why me!" nonsense. The universe doesn't give a damn. You just do what you can within the given framework. Don't think she gets that. But ultimately, not my problem. I figure eventually she'll catch on, but that may take some time. It's sort of like pushing blood through a cut to help clean the wound. Sounds counter-intuitive but really makes sense in the larger scheme of things.