oddityodyssey

Hrrmh, May. Never liked this month. Bad things always happen; to me, to my family, to those around me. This year is different. A friend and his wife are at the hospital right now: baby time! New LCD Soundsystem album drops mid-month, though I already got a preview copy from a music blog reviewer. Work is sorting itself and turning profitable again.
Taking stock though, that's some bad luck in the making. Never take stock. Not unless your willing to take the punches Life is about to throw at you. They're just the same punches but sting more if you puff up your ego. This month might go as badly as it has in past years. But I've got some ghosts backing me up: a dead father and grandfather. I'm doing May right this time, with a punch of my own. Not going to bullshit myself, but not going to just stand idle and let Life move on without me.
My heart is cold again, hardened like glacial ice. My mind is spinning up again too, though. Not necessarily a good thing for those around me. I'm absorbing new ideas again, rapidly. And I'm feeling that old need to write. Have to pull an old blog out of mothballs.
A lot to say from one of the quiet ones. I don't feel refreshed, just driven. "Explode and Make Up" probably should run as my theme song for a while.