oddityodyssey

Take a woman you love. Take a woman you only like. Tell her how you feel. Tell her of your interest in her. Tell the truth. Tell her of passion, of love, of discovery. Tell her of realization. Don't hide it from yourself. Don't lie. Don't pretend. Follow the path of honesty, loyalty and faith. Speak only truths. Enumerate them. Give details, instances, examples....
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Today was a shitty day for a plethora of reasons. Enough so to rip my ulcer back open. I'm going to go push old ladies into traffic now.

Love the feeling of fresh vinyl ordered, packaged and on its way to my turntable.

Perceptual realignment is ongoing. Have to say I need more of the surreal in my life. Keeps me on my toes.

Things seem to have slide into the surreal a bit. Now that's not necessarily a bad thing. It simply means I have a new framework to adjust my perceptions to.

So went out with some of the SGDFW group Saturday night. It was a night of juggling plans since I wanted to wish my comic book store owner a happy birthday and have a couple of drinks with him. But it all worked out smoothly. We gathered at Lee Harvey's, one of the more dive places in Dallas, so of course I was drinking Lone...
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Been having this conversation that's one of those "oh woe is me" kind of things. The topic is how terrible I am at making myself interesting enough for a woman to want to date. And Christ am I terrible at it. One would think being a jeweler with a master's degree, well-groomed with good taste in clothing, knowledgable, culturally aware and conducts himself like a...
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Ah, panic attack. How I love thee so.

God doesn't have the best god damn plans, does he?

Think I've plateaued on my self-awareness. Think I've been on this plateau for a while. Think it's time for some serious mediation, written reflection and new thoughts.

Maybe this is my self-doubt here. Maybe there's just something about this time of the year. Don't know. Either way I could use some genuine happiness right now. Something to look forward to, some kind of hope that isn't delusional or imaginary. Or at the very least, not get kicked around so much. Kinda tired of having all these expectations piled on me. I need...
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In the midst of one of those times where I seriously doubt myself. Hate being prone to self-pity since it's pretty fucking useless. Oh, and completely not charming, not in the slightest. Self-doubt though, that has its uses. I'm beginning to doubt if I've ever loved. A silly thing, I know. I'm having trouble shaking that feeling though. When you have enough women rebuff your...
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