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New set is being shot a week tomorrow. To say I'm nervous doesn't cover it!!!

Feeling completely under prepared for this shoot. I look horrible, I've been feeling really low atm and like nobody's gonna care if I do another set so what's the point. I don't think I belong here. I think I'm trying to be someone I'm maybe just not.

Been having a thought time recently. My relationship is really on the rocks. I'm fighting for it so hard but it all seems pointless at the moment. I dont think he wants me anymore. I don't know.

It was our one year anniversary of bleeding engaged yesterday, he forgot and we spent it arguing in the morning. I told him I'm not ready to give...
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I'm gonna get me a Steve head and a diamond sword and do a minecraft themed set! Yes!

I'm so behind on my homework! sorry @missy, detention for me!

Last weeks was If you were to run your own business what would it be?

Well, I actually tried running my own clothing line. I did it all off my own back and found it very difficult. I started with small bits trying to gather interest and funds to move on to pieces of...
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Got some emails from work saying I'd been enrolled in the team leader training programme. I guess I got the promotion then! Head office ruined the surprise 😂

Any ideas?

Had a really rough week. My fiancé and I almost split up, he just doesn't seem to ever ne happy with what he's got. It's never enough. We've been better since but it's hanging over my head like a death sentence. Like if I do anything wrong it will be the nail in my coffin.

Also I had to close my business down.