So I've been feeling really fucking let down recently. I've had a really shit time and I have had zero support from the SGUK community. After everything I've done for them, I ran the instagram for a while, I helped organise a shootfest. Some of them I called my best friends last year. My newest set wasn't shared on the Instagram or the facebook page, despite the girls running it knowing full well that I'm a UK hopeful. I've had very little support from those girls on my newest set.
I tried so hard, it was such an important journey to me and I really thought I stood a chance of being bought, but having my sets do average again and again has destroyed my confidence, SG has ruined me. I can't look at myself in the mirror anymore let alone stand in front of a camera.
I have no friends left through here. I put my heart and soul into that community and I've been completely left behind. That's not what it was supposed to be about. My confidence has completely gone because of the way I've been treated by these girls. I'm so so disappointed in this place and I won't be returning.
