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LLooking like I won't be able to go to the shootfest. I don't think ill be able to afford the train ticket let alone buying stuff when I'm there and stuff for it. I just can't afford it. Plus I'd have to put Skyler in a kennel for the duration which stresses me out. I just don't know if I can do it. I really don't want to miss out because I'm really losing the will to keep doing this where I've been so low recently I keep nearly giving up and I hoped that the shootfest would reignite my love for it. Fuck.