well, i've been coping with excessive amounts of boredom lately, trying to write music but lately I've hit my usual writer's block.
My English teacher must really like me, she personally asked me for an essay from my last English class so they would have some filler for a space in the upcoming literary magazine. So obviously, I did it.
Apparently I'm great at English, and I must be a skilled writer because my current teacher informed me that I had the toughest grader on campus last semester, and that she RAVED about how great I was.
I was so bored and lonely the other day that I ended up sleeping for three hours, and then I was up until 4pm writing a new song and playing Genghis Khan 2 for Genesis. I slept until 2:30pm and missed class - I hate wasting days sleeping.
I've been so bad with money - I had to sell more of my stuff today just so I can have money for everyday things (cigarettes, food, gas, etc.) and gas is costing $2.45 a gallon here now for REGULAR unleaded.
i've just been stressed out, and paranoid about people. I'm trying to stay alone at the moment (relationship-wise anyways) and now some girl keeps dropping hints to me that she'd like to date me. And I really don't want to date her, but I don't want to hurt her feelings either, but it would hurt her worse if I just jumped into a relationship for the sake of not being alone.
however, an online friend may visit me eventually, which makes me happy because she lives so far away and yet we talk to each other more than we talk to our actual friends. however, she is young, and young minds are fickle. then again, maybe i'm just being paranoid.
i have a new song up on MySpace called Homicidal Borg that's gotten a lot of plays lately, almost 200 in two weeks. It's nice to have a fan base now. Speed Limit is doing well too - I wrote that for a girl who ended up having no interest in me whatsoever besides friendship. And of course, everyone likes my Legend of Zelda remix.
Anyways, everything could be better, but could also be a whole lot worse.
My English teacher must really like me, she personally asked me for an essay from my last English class so they would have some filler for a space in the upcoming literary magazine. So obviously, I did it.
Apparently I'm great at English, and I must be a skilled writer because my current teacher informed me that I had the toughest grader on campus last semester, and that she RAVED about how great I was.
I was so bored and lonely the other day that I ended up sleeping for three hours, and then I was up until 4pm writing a new song and playing Genghis Khan 2 for Genesis. I slept until 2:30pm and missed class - I hate wasting days sleeping.
I've been so bad with money - I had to sell more of my stuff today just so I can have money for everyday things (cigarettes, food, gas, etc.) and gas is costing $2.45 a gallon here now for REGULAR unleaded.
i've just been stressed out, and paranoid about people. I'm trying to stay alone at the moment (relationship-wise anyways) and now some girl keeps dropping hints to me that she'd like to date me. And I really don't want to date her, but I don't want to hurt her feelings either, but it would hurt her worse if I just jumped into a relationship for the sake of not being alone.
however, an online friend may visit me eventually, which makes me happy because she lives so far away and yet we talk to each other more than we talk to our actual friends. however, she is young, and young minds are fickle. then again, maybe i'm just being paranoid.
i have a new song up on MySpace called Homicidal Borg that's gotten a lot of plays lately, almost 200 in two weeks. It's nice to have a fan base now. Speed Limit is doing well too - I wrote that for a girl who ended up having no interest in me whatsoever besides friendship. And of course, everyone likes my Legend of Zelda remix.
Anyways, everything could be better, but could also be a whole lot worse.
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Good luck writting your music cause I have the block right now too
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