oddioblender

Well, I'm back. Miss me?

I was gone for a long time, and I thought about leaving but came back for whatever reason. I've been through a lot in the past few months.

I was involved with a girl who was "polyamorous," which meant she was in love with many people at once, including me, and was intimate with most of them. of course, i let it slide because i had cared about her for so long. we tried being friends, and that didn't work either. it ended up exploding and we don't even talk to each other anymore. it really hurt. the same day our friendship ended, i was dumped by a girl. and now i learn that this aforementioned girl had no deserve for committment.

i've decided to just be myself for a while, because it's better that way. i've been pursuing people for a long time, and i need to quit that. i keep looking, and i keep finding the same things because that's what i expect. if i stop looking though, everything will find me.

i missed this place, though i don't know if anyone remembers me.

i'm putting some new pictures up, and if anyone uses AIM, feel free to message me: theoddioblender

thanks, and it's good to be back.