I need to cook more. Omelet party? But make me wear shoes.
My back has been bugging me recently. I was walking around Smithsonians with my guy today and my back just could not take any more. I need to let this heal completely. No lifting heavy objects, no cute shoes, no carrying around extra crap. Anyone want to buy me a new bed?
So yeah, my guy was in town this weekend. It was fun. We saw a play and tried to see museums and ate a lot of food. Busboys and Poets: consistently above average. We danced cheek to cheek. We talked face to face. I miss that when I don't get to see him. But I put him on the train and he's gone again and I'm not sure when I'll see him.
I need to move to New York. I need to find a job in New York so I can move there. I need to find a job beginning September, anyway. I miss him but I won't be happy with him unless I'm doing good work. I know this. I need both for my heart to win. I can't just follow him around the planet as I've done before. But what if I have neither? The last time that happened I at least had my family and a dog nearby. All I have here is a job that will end soon and a handful of friends I'm too busy to see.
So for now I venerate the objects he accidentally left behind and feel like my bedroom is suddenly too big without him in it.
My back has been bugging me recently. I was walking around Smithsonians with my guy today and my back just could not take any more. I need to let this heal completely. No lifting heavy objects, no cute shoes, no carrying around extra crap. Anyone want to buy me a new bed?
So yeah, my guy was in town this weekend. It was fun. We saw a play and tried to see museums and ate a lot of food. Busboys and Poets: consistently above average. We danced cheek to cheek. We talked face to face. I miss that when I don't get to see him. But I put him on the train and he's gone again and I'm not sure when I'll see him.
I need to move to New York. I need to find a job in New York so I can move there. I need to find a job beginning September, anyway. I miss him but I won't be happy with him unless I'm doing good work. I know this. I need both for my heart to win. I can't just follow him around the planet as I've done before. But what if I have neither? The last time that happened I at least had my family and a dog nearby. All I have here is a job that will end soon and a handful of friends I'm too busy to see.
So for now I venerate the objects he accidentally left behind and feel like my bedroom is suddenly too big without him in it.
I agree about Busboys and Poets--it's my neighborhood diner, and I'm afraid I end up there a little too often. But really, I can't be expected to make a peanut butter sandwich at home when there's a much tastier one just down the street, can I?
It was awesome running into you yesterday afternoon. I understand you're busy, but if you're ever bored, we should hang out!