I stagger out into this fading day
the mood is vacant and the clouds are grey
this day seems so bare and this air is so cold
I look around, then slide...I feel so old
and then I think about the little things I think about
and then I feel and I remember
and then I look around and see the things I always see...
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the mood is vacant and the clouds are grey
this day seems so bare and this air is so cold
I look around, then slide...I feel so old
and then I think about the little things I think about
and then I feel and I remember
and then I look around and see the things I always see...
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faeryrae:
yeah having no money blows! we got a lot in common. we should talk some more.
octoberseven:
Sounds cool. And I must say, you kinda remind me of a dear friend of mine.
I have heard abortion stories from the leather nun
Holding hands with dead girls
Hiding from the sun
The lines that define begin to grey and fade now
We shoot out the lights and swallow razor blades
I feel nothing for the meat that came before
Liberty, she crawled to me playing the whore - Acid Bath - 'Toubabo Koomi'
Holding hands with dead girls
Hiding from the sun
The lines that define begin to grey and fade now
We shoot out the lights and swallow razor blades
I feel nothing for the meat that came before
Liberty, she crawled to me playing the whore - Acid Bath - 'Toubabo Koomi'
Opeth are godly.
Sitting alone at night, dead quiet all around you outside, do you ever get the feeling like you're the only person in the world? I use to get that feeling a lot, especially when I lived a few miles out of town. I have that feeling now.
koleeta:
I love that feeling....but it's hard to get it when you're living in a house with five other people. It's usually only if I'm camping and I'm out late at night, everything is quiet and it's just the moon and me that I feel that way.
Then I get kinda sad and wish that there was someone else there who I could share the moment with, and I could somehow transmit my exact emotions over to them so he/she could feel it too.
Then I get kinda sad and wish that there was someone else there who I could share the moment with, and I could somehow transmit my exact emotions over to them so he/she could feel it too.
No money. No job. No car. No place to go. No friends. No life. No love. No hope. No booze. No fun.
Picked up the new Iron Maiden album today. It's fucking great, even if the first couple of songs are kinda weak. Iron Maiden owns you.
New profile pic. Just seemed like a good time to change it.
drbensina:
That's wicked awesome.
As for "inappropriate," depends on who you ask. And I didn't necessarily mean that one in particular, either... I have an addiction to horrible puns, and will go out of my way to make them if I can. And I HATE puns. It's a joyless existence, I tell you.
As for "inappropriate," depends on who you ask. And I didn't necessarily mean that one in particular, either... I have an addiction to horrible puns, and will go out of my way to make them if I can. And I HATE puns. It's a joyless existence, I tell you.
Ugh.
I care for one, but I wouldn't say I love her. It feels more like a friendship. I don't want to hurt her ether. I want to be with another, but I don't know how she feels about me. I don't see this one ending very well. Someone's going to be hurt here.
I care for one, but I wouldn't say I love her. It feels more like a friendship. I don't want to hurt her ether. I want to be with another, but I don't know how she feels about me. I don't see this one ending very well. Someone's going to be hurt here.
newwavesoldier:
i was in one of those before. wanted girl A, got with girl B. finally I saw hope to get A. broke up with B because I thought A wanted me. well, A didn't. got with C. broke up with her again for A, but instead got back with B. B is my current girlfriend of four years (leaving out the year long break). good luck
Goddamn I'm so happy now. My sweety and I are back together. Once again, I'm alive, in love, and happy. 
Sometimes life is good.
Sometimes life is good.
faeryrae:
thanks for your kind words. i hope you rule the world soon!!! 
octoberseven:
You are welcome.
Ah, another fun filled Saturday night spent in my room, alone, bored and depressed.
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tarnish:
I feel your pain, and thanks for feeling mine with the whole avril thing. It sucks not having any good beer, but is there at least bad beer? It all has the same effect, it's just the getting there that can kinda suck if it isn't good tasting. I say get a 12 pack of pabst bule ribbon and shot gun them till your good and wasted
octoberseven:
Well, I wouldn't really call Budweiser bad beer, it's just not Killian's.