octoberseven

My parents are working class people from working class families. Both my parents smoke pot, always have, probably always will. Every now and then they may sell a little to a friend. There have been times when jobs were scarse, they have delt more in order to put food on the table. My parents married as teenagers. They were told they married too young and...
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Nothing every changes. Nothing ever happens. Not here, not for me. No ambition, no motivation, no hope, nothing to do, nowhere to go, no one to love. Days go on and on, pass by, and blend in to each other. And here I sit, inching closer to death with each passing moment. This slowest, surest form of suicide.

I, for one, like the new site design.

Just got Amorphis - Tales From the Thousand Lakes today. Once had it, lost it long ago. I had forgotten how much this album rules. Nothing quite like the joy of rediscovering an old favorite.

This is different..... Will take a little adjusting to.

Yesterday was my birthday, and by most accounts was a pretty avarage day. I did go and get some new ink though. I'll put up a picture as soon as I get it. Not that I really delude myself into thinking anybody will give two rat's asses.

Ah fuck it. I'm tired, bored, depressed, and my...
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26 years on my way to hell

It's just past midnight here. So it's officially my birthday. Yay! Happy birthday to me!

I love her. It's as simple as that. Not the giddy, nervious feeling, which I had called love, that I have felt for others. But rather something more tranquil. As deep as the ocean. As calm as the tomb. We've known each other for years. Knowing had turned into friendship, friendship into fondness. I haven't seen her in months though. Still, even now I see...
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Saw Underworld tonight. It was...ehhh...ok... Probably not something I'd care to add to me collection though. One question though - What kinda of vampire passes out from a bullet wound? In the shoulder no less.

I have some really fucked up dreams sometimes. Check out this from last night.....

For some reason I had to walk down town to get dad's truck. I get in the truck and start driving (I don't drive in real life mind you). So after driving a few block I stop and pick some people up, I can't tell who they are, I just pick...
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I think I'm going to give Self Expressions a call tomorrow. I'm itching for new ink. My birthday's in a couple of weeks, so I'll schedule it for then. A sorta of birthday present for myself.